Catherine's coquetries : $b A tale of French country lifeDebans, Camille
Philosophy
Catherine's coquetries : $b A tale of French country life
Debans, Camille
French fiction -- Translations into English
Two o’clock. O God! Would the night never pass? Perhaps, after all, he
was safe. “Firmin is such a coward! Who knows if he would dare carry
out his threat? Why do I torment myself about it? When Firmin sees
Savin, he will not dare lift his little finger. God be praised! Firmin
is a poltroon--_that_ I know, and why should I fear?”
Half-past two.
“How the hours creep! Oh, what if Firmin should attack him from behind?
Yes, that is what he would do--the coward! He would take him unawares.
And _I_ am the cause! Oh, no, no! It cannot be!”
Catherine hurriedly dressed herself, determined to seek her husband and
end her apprehensive suspense. As she crossed the threshold the air
made her shiver and she turned back, and while searching for her shawl
she regained a share of her wonted composure.
“After all,” she reflected aloud, “I am foolish. If Firmin, as is
probable, becomes frightened and runs home, I shall only get deeper
into trouble. At this hour all is settled, one way or the other, but
Savin probably is quite safe and uninjured. Firmin is too much of a
coward to carry out his threat. And why should I show such an interest,
anyway? Why, indeed?”
In a nearly tranquil mood she again seated herself at the window. But
her tranquillity did not last long. Soon she was assailed by doubts and
emotions that brought fresh tears to her eyes.
“But what if he be dead at this instant? What if he were so far from
here that I could not have heard the report?”
A revulsive paroxysm of grief and remorse made her moan piteously.
“Who knows but that he may be dying with no one near to help him?”
How terrible is remorse! Catherine, during those moments of suspense,
suffered untold anguish, and when at last she could endure it no
longer, she snatched up her wrap and rushed out into the night. The
clock tinkled four as she closed the door behind her. Possessed with
the one idea of finding her husband, she hurried on, but just as she
entered the wood she heard a loud reverberating report.
“O God! I am too late!” cried the distracted woman, as she fell on her
knees like a sobbing suppliant. Soon, however, she recovered herself in
a measure, but instead of flying to Savin’s side, her one thought was
to get home as rapidly as possible.
“They must find me alone and asleep,” she murmured, “when they come to
break the news.”
In her confusion it did not occur to her that Savin might be only
wounded and that immediate relief might save him. Nor did she dream
that anybody could have seen her leave the house--only to return
precipitately after the shot was fired, and lock the door, which all
night had remained unlocked, behind her.
Mounting the staircase she entered her bed-room and prepared for bed.
But her every nerve was on the alert. The ticking of the little clock
on the mantelpiece sounded like a cannon in her ears. What a dreadful
suspense! Would they never come? In a waiting, listening attitude she
seated herself by the window.
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