Confederate States of America. Army -- Fiction; Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
He came back to the table where Margaret sat, a rose in her hand, her
eyes upon its petals.
“I came to Three Oaks,” he said, “to make retribution.”
“Retribution!”
Stafford faced her. “Mrs. Cleave, what do you know—what has he told
you—of White Oak Swamp?”
Margaret laid the rose from her hand. “I know that somewhere there was
treachery. I know that my son was guiltless of that charge. I know
little more except that—except that, either you, also, were strangely
misled, involved in that dreadful web of error—or that—or that you
swore falsely.”
“I swore falsely.”
There was a silence. She sat looking at him with parted lips. He kept
the quietness with which from his entrance he had moved and spoken,
but as he stood there there grew a strange feeling in his face, and
suddenly he raised his hand and covered his eyes. The clock in the
hall ticked, ticked. Far out in the night a whip-poor-will was
calling. The walls of the room seemed to expand. There came a sense of
armies, of camp-fires stretching endlessly, of movements here and
there beneath the canopy of night, of a bugle’s distant shrilling, of
the wheels of cannon, of a dim, high-borne flag.
At last it grew intolerable. Margaret broke it with a thrilling voice.
“And you come here to tell this to _me_?”
“I came,” said Stafford, “to tell it to Richard Cleave. I have written
it to General Lee and my brigade commanders—and to others. By now it
is in their hands.”
The silence fell again, while the mother’s heart and brain dealt with
the action and its consequences. At last she put her hands before her
face.
“I am joyful,” she said, and her voice was thrillingly so, “but I am
sorrowful too—” and her voice veiled and darkened. “Unhappy man that
you are—!”
“If you will believe me,” said Stafford, “I am not unhappy. It was
not, I think, until I ceased to be unhappy that I could see clearly
either the way that I had travelled or the way that I am to travel. I
will not speak of what is past, nor of remorse for what is past. I am
not sure that what I feel is remorse. I have seen the ocean when,
lashed by something in itself or out of itself, it wrecked and ruined,
and I have seen the ocean when it carried every bark in safety. It was
the same ocean, and what is the use of words? But I will take now the
blame and double blame of White Oak Swamp. I wished to say this to
him, face to face—”
“He took another name, and rejoined before Second Manassas. He joined
Pelham’s Battery, of the horse artillery. He called himself Philip
Deaderick.”
“_Deaderick!_ The rain and Pelham’s guns ... I remember.”
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