Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Cecilia, who in observing these emotions felt both her curiosity and her
compassion encrease, pressed her hand as she parted with it, and, when
a little recovered, said, “You must think this a strange intrusion; but
the gentleman who brought me hither is perhaps so well known to you, as
to make his singularities plead with you their own apology.”
“No indeed, madam,” she answered, bashfully, “he is very little known
to me; but he is very good, and very desirous to do me service:--not
but what I believe he thinks me much worse off than I really am, for,
I assure you, madam, whatever he has said, I am not ill off at
all--hardly.”
The various doubts to her disadvantage, which had at first, from her
uncommon situation, arisen in the mind of Cecilia, this anxiety to
disguise, not display her distress, considerably removed, since it
cleared her of all suspicion of seeking by artifice and imposition to
play upon her feelings.
With a gentleness, therefore, the most soothing, she replied, “I should
by no means have broken in upon you thus unexpectedly, if I had not
concluded my conductor had some right to bring me. However, since we are
actually met, let us remember his injunctions, and endeavour not to part
till, by a mutual exchange of good-will, each has added a friend to the
other.”
“You are condescending, indeed, madam,” answered the young woman, with
an air the most humble, “looking as you look, to talk of a friend when
you come to such a place as this! up two pair of stairs! no furniture!
no servant! every thing in such disorder!--indeed I wonder at Mr.
Albany! he should not--but he thinks every body's affairs may be made
public, and does not care what he tells, nor who hears him;--he knows
not the pain he gives, nor the mischief he may do.”
“I am very much concerned,” cried Cecilia, more and more surprised at
all she heard, “to find I have been thus instrumental to distressing
you. I was ignorant whither I was coming, and followed him, believe me,
neither from curiosity nor inclination, but simply because I knew not
how to refuse him. He is gone, however, and I will therefore relieve you
by going too: but permit me to leave behind me a small testimony that
the intention of my coming was not mere impertinence.”
She then took out her purse; but the young woman, starting back with a
look of resentful mortification, exclaimed, “No, madam! you are
quite mistaken; pray put up your purse; I am no beggar! Mr Albany has
misrepresented me, if he has told you I am.”
Cecilia, mortified in her turn at this unexpected rejection of an offer
she had thought herself invited to make, stood some moments silent; and
then said, “I am far from meaning to offend you, and I sincerely beg
your pardon if I have misunderstood the charge just now given to me.”
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