Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
I am sadly ashamed to send this bad writing, but I dare not ask my
brother for any help, because he would only be angry that I wrote any
thing about him at all; but indeed I have seen too little good come of
pride to think of imitating it; and as I have not his genius, I am sure
there is no need I should have his defects: ill, therefore, as I write,
you, madam, who have so much goodness and gentleness, would forgive it,
I believe, if it was worse, almost. And though we are not in need of
your kind offers, it is a great comfort to me to think there is a lady
in the world that, if we come to be quite destitute, and if the proud
heart of my poor unhappy brother should be quite broke down, will look
upon our distress with pity, and generously help us from quite sinking
under it.--I remain, Madam, with the most humble respect, your ever most
obliged humble servant, HENRIETTA BELFIELD.
Cecilia, much moved by the simplicity of this letter, determined that
her very first visit from Portman-square should be to its fair and
innocent writer. And having now an assurance that she was in no
immediate distress, and that her brother was actually under Mr Rupil's
care, she dismissed from her mind the only subject of uneasiness that at
present had endeavoured to disturb it, and gave herself wholly up to the
delightful serenity of [unalloyed] happiness.
Few are the days of felicity unmixed which we acknowledge while we
experience, though many are those we deplore, when by sorrow taught
their value, and by misfortune, their loss. Time with Cecilia now glided
on with such rapidity, that before she thought the morning half over,
the evening was closed, and ere she was sensible the first week was
past, the second was departed for ever. More and more pleased with the
inmates of her new habitation, she found in the abilities of Mrs Delvile
sources inexhaustible of entertainment, and, in the disposition and
sentiments of her son something so concordant to her own, that almost
every word he spoke shewed the sympathy of their minds, and almost every
look which caught her eyes was a reciprocation of intelligence. Her
heart, deeply wounded of late by unexpected indifference, and unreserved
mortification, was now, perhaps, more than usually susceptible of
those penetrating and exquisite pleasures which friendship and kindness
possess the highest powers of bestowing. Easy, gay, and airy, she only
rose to happiness, and only retired to rest; and not merely heightened
was her present enjoyment by her past disappointment, but, carrying her
retrospection to her earliest remembrance, she still found her actual
situation more peculiarly adapted to her taste and temper, than any she
had hitherto at any time experienced.
The very morning that the destined fortnight was elapsed, she received
a note from Mrs Harrel, with information of her arrival in town, and an
entreaty that she would return to Portman-square.
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