Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“No, madam, none at all; and that it is makes him so miserable, and
being so miserable makes him so ill, for Mr Rupil says that with such
uneasiness upon his mind, he can never, in his present low state, get
well. O it is melancholy to see how he is altered! and how he has lost
all his fine spirits! he that used to be the life of us all!--And now he
hardly ever speaks a word, or if he does, he says something so sorrowful
that it cuts us to the soul! But yesterday, when my mother and I thought
he was asleep, he lifted up his head, and looked at us both with the
tears in his eyes, which almost broke our hearts to see, and then, in
a low voice, he said 'What a lingering illness is this! Ah, my dear
mother, you and poor Henrietta ought to wish it quicker over! for should
I recover, my life, hereafter, will but linger like this illness.' And
afterwards he called out, 'what on earth is to become of me? I shall
never have health for the army, nor interest, nor means; what am I to
do? subsist in the very prime of my life upon the bounty of a widowed
mother! or, with such an education, such connections as mine, enter at
last into some mean and sordid business?'”
“It seems, then,” said Cecilia, “he now less wants a physician than a
friend.”
“He has a friend, madam, a noble friend, would he but accept his
services; but he never sees him without suffering fresh vexation, and
his fever encreases after every visit he pays him.”
“Well,” said Cecilia, rising, “I find we shall not have an easy task to
manage him; but keep up your spirits, and assure yourself he shall not
be lost, if it be possible to save him.”
She then, though with much fearfulness of offending, once more made an
offer of her purse. Miss Belfield no longer started at the proposal;
yet, gratefully thanking her, said she was not in any immediate
distress, and did not dare risk the displeasure of her brother, unless
driven to it by severer necessity. Cecilia, however, drew from her
a promise that she would apply to her in any sudden difficulty, and
charged her never to think herself without a banker while her direction
was known to her.
She then bid her adieu, and returned home; meditating the whole way upon
some plan of employment and advantage for Mr Belfield, which by clearing
his prospects, might revive his spirits, and facilitate his recovery:
for since his mind was so evidently the seat of his disease, she saw
that unless she could do more for him, she had yet done nothing.
Her meditation, however, turned to no account; she could suggest
nothing, for she was ignorant what was eligible to suggest. The stations
and employments of men she only knew by occasionally hearing that such
were their professions, and such their situations in life; but with
the means and gradations by which they arose to them she was wholly
unacquainted.
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