Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Cecilia, whose plans since she had last seen him had twice varied,
who first had looked forward to being united with him for ever, and
afterwards had determined to avoid with him even a common acquaintance,
could not, while these thoughts were all recurring to her memory,
receive much delight from observing his gaiety, or feel at all gratified
by his unembarrassed manners. The openness of his attentions, and the
frankness of his admiration, which hitherto had charmed her as marks
of the sincerity of his character, now shocked her as proofs of the
indifference of his heart, which feeling for her a mere common regard,
that affected neither his spirits nor his peace, he manifested without
scruple, since it was not accompanied with even a wish beyond the
present hour.
She now, too, recollected that such had always been his conduct, one
single and singular moment excepted, when, as he gave to her his
letter for Mr Belfield, he seemed struck as she was herself by the
extraordinary co-incidence of their ideas and proceedings: that emotion,
however, she now regarded as casual and transitory, and seeing him so
much happier than herself, she felt ashamed of her delusion, and angry
at her easy captivation.
Reflections such as these, though they added fresh motives to her
resolution of giving up all thoughts of his alliance, were yet so
humiliating, that they robbed her of all power of receiving pleasure
from what was passing, and made her forget that the place she was in was
even intended for a place of entertainment.
Young Delvile, after painting in lively colours the loss his house had
sustained by her quitting it, and dwelling with equal force upon the
regret of his mother and his own, asked in a low voice if she would do
him so much honour as to introduce him to Mr Harrel; “As the son,”
added he, “of a brother guardian, I think I have a kind of claim to his
acquaintance.”
Cecilia could not refuse, though as the request was likely to occasion
more frequent meetings, she persuaded herself she was unwilling to
comply. The ceremony therefore past, and was again repeated with Mrs
Harrel, who, though she had several times seen him, had never been
formally made known to him.
The Harrels were both of them much pleased at this mark of civility in a
young man whose family had prepared them rather to expect his scorn, and
expressed their wishes that he would drink his tea in their party; he
accepted their invitation with alacrity, and turning to Cecilia, said,
“Have I not skilfully timed my introduction! But though you have done me
this honour with Mr and Mrs Harrel, I must not yet, I presume, entreat
you to extend it to a certain happy gentleman of this company;” glancing
his eyes toward Sir Robert Floyer.
“No, Sir,” answered she, with quickness, “yet, nor ever!”
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