Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 1
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“If Sir Robert,” returned he, “is himself deceived while he deceives
others, who can forbear to pity him? for my own part, instead of
repining that hitherto I have been mistaken, ought I not rather to bless
an error that may have been my preservative from danger?”
Cecilia, distressed in what manner to support her part in the
conversation, began now to wish the return of Mr Delvile; and, not
knowing what else to say, she expressed her surprise at his long
absence.
“It is not, indeed, well timed,” said young Delvile, “just now,--at
the moment when--” he stopt, and presently exclaiming “Oh dangerous
interval!” he arose from his seat in manifest disorder.
Cecilia arose too, and hastily ringing the bell, said, “Mr Delvile I am
sure is detained, and therefore I will order my chair, and call another
time.”
“Do I frighten you away?” said he, assuming an appearance more placid.
“No,” answered she, “but I would not hasten Mr Delvile.”
A servant then came, and said the chair was ready.
She would immediately have followed him, but young Delvile again
speaking, she stopt a moment to hear him. “I fear,” said he, with much
hesitation, “I have strangely exposed myself--and that you cannot--but
the extreme astonishment--” he stopt again in the utmost confusion, and
then adding, “you will permit me to attend you to the chair,” he handed
her down stairs, and in quitting her, bowed without saying a word more.
Cecilia, who was almost wholly indifferent to every part of the
explanation but that which had actually passed, was now in a state of
felicity more delightful than any she had ever experienced. She had not
a doubt remaining of her influence over the mind of young Delvile, and
the surprise which had made him rather betray than express his regard,
was infinitely more flattering and satisfactory to her than any formal
or direct declaration. She had now convinced him she was disengaged, and
in return, though without seeming to intend it, he had convinced her of
the deep interest which he took in the discovery. His perturbation, the
words which escaped him, and his evident struggle to say no more, were
proofs just such as she wished to receive of his partial admiration,
since while they satisfied her heart, they also soothed her pride, by
shewing a diffidence of success which assured her that her own secret
was still sacred, and that no weakness or inadvertency on her part had
robbed her of the power of mingling dignity with the frankness with
which she meant to receive his addresses. All, therefore, that now
employed her care, was to keep off any indissoluble engagement till each
should be better known to the other.
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