Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Strange, however, she thought such behaviour, and utterly impossible to
be the effect of accident; his desire to avoid her seemed scrupulous
and pointed, and however to the world it might wear the appearance of
chance, to her watchful anxiety a thousand circumstances marked it for
design. She found that his friends at home had never seen so little of
him, complaints were continually made of his frequent absences, and much
surprise was expressed at his new manner of life, and what might be the
occupations which so strangely engrossed his time.
Had her heart not interfered in this matter, she might now have been
perfectly at rest, since she was spared the renunciation she had
projected, and since, without either mental exertion or personal
trouble, the affair seemed totally dropt, and Delvile, far from
manifesting any design of conquest, shunned all occasions of gallantry,
and sedulously avoided even common conversation with her. If he saw her
preparing to walk out in an evening, he was certain to stay at home; if
his mother was with her, and invited him to join them, he was sure to be
ready with some other engagement; and if by accident he met her in the
park, he merely stopt to speak of the weather, bowed, and hurried on.
How to reconcile a coldness so extraordinary with a fervour so animated
as that which he had lately shewn, was indeed not easy; sometimes she
fancied he had entangled not only the poor Henrietta but himself, at
other times she believed him merely capricious; but that he studied to
avoid her she was convinced invariably, and such a conviction was alone
sufficient to determine her upon forwarding his purpose. And, when her
first surprise was over, and first chagrin abated, her own pride came to
her aid, and she resolved to use every method in her power to conquer a
partiality so un gratefully bestowed. She rejoiced that in no instance
she had ever betrayed it, and she saw that his own behaviour
prevented all suspicion of it in the family. Yet, in the midst of her
mortification and displeasure, she found some consolation in seeing that
those mercenary views of which she had once been led to accuse him, were
farthest from his thoughts, and that whatever was the state of his
mind, she had no artifice to apprehend, nor design to guard against. All
therefore that remained was to imitate his example, be civil and formal,
shun all interviews that were not public, and decline all discourse but
what good breeding occasionally made necessary.
By these means their meetings became more rare than ever, and of shorter
duration, for if one by any accident was detained, the other retired;
till, by their mutual diligence, they soon only saw each other at
dinner; and though neither of them knew the motives or the intentions of
the other, the best concerted agreement could not more effectually have
separated them.
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