Though the motive for this conduct was now no longer unknown to her, she neither thought it satisfactory nor necessary; yet, while she censured his flight, she bewailed his loss, and though his inducement was repugnant to her opinion, his command over his passions she admired and applauded. CHAPTER xi. -- A WORRY. Cecilia continued in this private spot, happy at least to be alone, till she was summoned by the dinner bell to return home. As soon as she entered the parlour, where every body was assembled before her, she observed, by the countenance of Mrs Delvile, that she had passed the morning as sadly as herself. “Miss Beverley,” cried Lady Honoria, before she was seated, “I insist upon your taking my place to-day.” “Why so, madam?” “Because I cannot suffer you to sit by a window with such a terrible cold.” “Your ladyship is very good, but indeed I have not any cold at all.” “O my dear, I must beg your pardon there; your eyes are quite bloodshot; Mrs Delvile, Lord Ernolf, are not her eyes quite red?--Lord, and so I protest are her cheeks! now do pray look in the glass, I assure you you will hardly know yourself.” Mrs Delvile, who regarded her with the utmost kindness, affected to understand Lady Honoria's speech literally, both to lessen her apparent confusion, and the suspicious surmises of Lord Ernolf; she therefore said, “you have indeed a bad cold, my love; but shade your eyes with your hat, and after dinner you shall bathe them in rose water, which will soon take off the inflammation.” Cecilia, perceiving her intention, for which she felt the utmost gratitude, no longer denied her cold, nor refused the offer of Lady Honoria; who, delighting in mischief, whencesoever it proceeded, presently added, “This cold is a judgment upon you for leaving me alone all this morning; but I suppose you chose a tête-à-tête with your favourite, without the intrusion of any third person.” Here every body stared, and Cecilia very seriously declared she had been quite alone. “Is it possible you can so forget yourself?” cried Lady Honoria; “had you not your dearly beloved with you?” Cecilia, who now comprehended that she meant Fidel, coloured more deeply than ever, but attempted to laugh, and began eating her dinner. “Here seems some matter of much intricacy,” cried Lord Ernolf, “but, to me, wholly unintelligible.” “And to me also,” cried Mrs Delvile, “but I am content to let it remain so; for the mysteries of Lady Honoria are so frequent, that they deaden curiosity.” “Dear madam, that is very unnatural,” cried Lady Honoria, “for I am sure you must long to know who I mean.” “I do, at least,” said Lord Ernolf. “Why then, my lord, you must know, Miss Beverley has two companions, and I am one, and Fidel is the other; but Fidel was with her all this morning, and she would not admit me to the conference. I suppose she had something private to say to him of his master's journey.”