Cecilia, surprised, affected, and trembling with a thousand emotions, endeavoured to break from him and rise; but, eagerly detaining her, “No, loveliest Miss Beverley,” he cried, “not thus must we now part! this moment only have I discovered what a treasure I was leaving; and, but for Fidel, I had quitted it in ignorance for ever.” “Indeed,” cried Cecilia, in the extremest agitation, “indeed you may believe me Fidel is here quite by accident.--Lady Honoria took him away,--I knew nothing of the matter,--she stole him, she sent him, she did every thing herself.” “O kind Lady Honoria!” cried Delvile, more and more delighted, “how shall I ever thank her!--And did she also tell you to caress and to cherish him?--to talk to him of his master--” “O heaven!” interrupted Cecilia, in an agony of mortification and shame, “to what has my unguarded folly reduced me!” Then again endeavouring to break from him, “Leave me, Mr Delvile,” she cried, “leave me, or let me pass!--never can I see you more!--never bear you again in my sight!” “Come, dear Fidel!” cried he, still detaining her, “come and plead for your master! come and ask in his name who now has a proud heart, whose pride now is invincible!” “Oh go!” cried Cecilia, looking away from him while she spoke, “repeat not those hateful words, if you wish me not to detest myself eternally!” “Ever-lovely Miss Beverley,” cried he, more seriously, “why this resentment? why all this causeless distress? Has not my heart long since been known to you? have you not witnessed its sufferings, and been assured of its tenderness? why, then, this untimely reserve? this unabating coldness? Oh why try to rob me of the felicity you have inadvertently given me! and to sour the happiness of a moment that recompenses such exquisite misery!” “Oh Mr Delvile!” cried she, impatiently, though half softened, “was this honourable or right? to steal upon me thus privately--to listen to me thus secretly--” “You blame me,” cried he, “too soon; your own friend, Mrs Charlton, permitted me to come hither in search of you;--then, indeed, when I heard the sound of your voice--when I heard that voice talk of Fidel--of his master--” “Oh stop, stop!” cried she; “I cannot support the recollection! there is no punishment, indeed, which my own indiscretion does not merit,--but I shall have sufficient in the bitterness of self-reproach!” “Why will you talk thus, my beloved Miss Beverley? what have you done,--what, let me ask, have I done, that such infinite disgrace and depression should follow this little sensibility to a passion so fervent? Does it not render you more dear to me than ever? does it not add new life, new vigour, to the devotion by which I am bound to you?”