Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“Circumstances the most singular, and necessity the most unavoidable,”
he answered, “should alone have ever tempted me to form it. No longer
ago than yesterday morning, I believed myself incapable of even wishing
it; but extraordinary situations call for extraordinary resolutions,
and in private as well as public life, palliate, at least, extraordinary
actions. Alas! the proposal which so much offends you is my final
resource! it is the sole barrier between myself and perpetual
misery!--the only expedient in my power to save me from eternally
parting from you!--for I am compelled now cruelly to confess, that my
family, I am certain, will never consent to our union!”
“Neither, then, Sir,” cried Cecilia, with great spirit, “will I!
The disdain I may meet with I pretend not to retort, but wilfully to
encounter, were meanly to deserve it. I will enter into no family in
opposition to its wishes, I will consent to no alliance that may expose
me to indignity. Nothing is so contagious as contempt!--The example of
your friends might work powerfully upon yourself, and who shall dare
assure me you would not catch the infection?”
“I dare assure you!” cried he; “hasty you may perhaps think me, and
somewhat impetuous I cannot deny myself; but believe me not of so
wretched a character as to be capable, in any affair of moment, of
fickleness or caprice.”
“But what, Sir, is my security to the contrary? Have you not this moment
avowed that but yesterday you held in abhorrence the very plan that
to-day you propose? And may you not to-morrow resume again the same
opinion?”
“Cruel Miss Beverley! how unjust is this inference! If yesterday I
disapproved what to-day I recommend, a little recollection must surely
tell you why; and that not my opinion, but my situation is changed.”
The conscious Cecilia here turned away her head; too certain he alluded
to the discovery of her partiality.
“Have you not yourself,” he continued, “witnessed the steadiness of my
mind? Have you not beheld me fly, when I had power to pursue, and avoid,
when I had opportunity to seek you? After witnessing my constancy upon
such trying occasions, is it equitable, is it right to suspect me of
wavering?”
“But what,” cried she, “was the constancy which brought you into
Suffolk?--When all occasion was over for our meeting any more, when you
told me you were going abroad, and took leave of me for ever,--where,
then, was your steadiness in this unnecessary journey?”
“Have a care,” cried he, half smiling, and taking a letter from his
pocket, “have a care, upon this point, how you provoke me to spew my
justification!”
“Ah!” cried Cecilia, blushing, “'tis some trick of Lady Honoria!”
“No, upon my honour. The authority is less doubtful; I believe I should
hardly else have regarded it.”
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