Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
“No, but they are circumstances to relieve us from slavery. Let me not
offend you if I am still more explicit. When no law, human or divine,
can be injured by our union, when one motive of pride is all that can be
opposed to a thousand motives of convenience and happiness, why
should we both be made unhappy, merely lest that pride should lose its
gratification?”
This question, which so often and so angrily she had revolved in her own
mind, again silenced her; and Delvile, with the eagerness of approaching
success, redoubled his solicitations.
“Be mine,” he cried, “sweetest Cecilia, and all will go well. To refer
me to my friends is, effectually, to banish me for ever. Spare me, then,
the unavailing task; and save me from the resistless entreaties of a
mother, whose every desire I have held sacred, whose wish has been
my law, and whose commands I have implicitly, invariably obeyed!
Oh generously save me from the dreadful alternative of wounding her
maternal heart by a peremptory refusal, or of torturing my own with
pangs to which it is unequal by an extorted obedience!”
“Alas!” cried Cecilia, “how utterly impossible I can relieve you!”
“And why? once mine, irrevocably mine---.”
“No, that would but irritate,--and irritate past hope of pardon.”
“Indeed you are mistaken; to your merit they are far from insensible,
and your fortune is just what they wish. Trust me, therefore, when I
assure you that their displeasure, which both respect and justice will
guard them from ever shewing you, will soon die wholly away. I speak not
merely from my hopes; in judging my own friends, I consider human nature
in general. Inevitable evils are ever best supported. It is suspence,
it is hope that make the food of misery; certainty is always endured,
because known to be past amendment, and felt to give defiance to
struggling.”
“And can you,” cried Cecilia, “with reasoning so desperate be satisfied?
“In a situation so extraordinary as ours,” answered he, “there is no
other. The voice of the world at large will be all in our favour. Our
union neither injures our fortunes, nor taints our morality; with
the character of each the other is satisfied, and both must be alike
exculpated from mercenary views of interest, or romantic contempt of
poverty; what right have we, then, to repine at an objection which,
however potent, is single? Surely none. Oh if wholly unchecked were the
happiness I now have in view, if no foul storm sometimes lowered over
the prospect, and for the moment obscured its brightness, how could
my heart find room for joy so superlative? The whole world might rise
against me as the first man in it who had nothing left to wish!”
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