Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 2
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Almost wholly off his guard from the surprise and horror of this
apprehension, he entered the room with such an air of haste and
perturbation, that Mrs Charlton and her grand-daughters demanded what
was the matter.
“I am come,” he answered abruptly, yet endeavouring to recollect
himself, “to speak with Miss Beverley upon business of some importance.”
“My dear, then,” said Mrs Charlton, “you had better go with Mr Monckton
into your dressing-room.”
Cecilia, deeply blushing, arose and led the way; slowly, however, she
proceeded, though urged by Mr Monckton to make speed. Certain of his
disapprobation, and but doubtfully relieved from her own, she dreaded a
conference which on his side, she foresaw, would be all exhortation and
reproof, and on hers all timidity and shame.
“Good God,” cried he, “Miss Beverley, what is this you have done? bound
yourself to marry a man who despises, who scorns, who refuses to own
you!”
Shocked by this opening, she started, but could make no answer.
“See you not,” he continued, “the indignity which is offered you? Does
the loose, the flimsy veil with which it is covered, hide it from your
understanding, or disguise it from your delicacy?”
“I thought not,--I meant not,” said she, more and more confounded, “to
submit to any indignity, though my pride, in an exigence so peculiar,
may give way, for a while, to convenience.”
“To convenience?” repeated he, “to contempt, to derision, to
insolence!”--
“O Mr Monckton!” interrupted Cecilia, “make not use of such expressions!
they are too cruel for me to hear, and if I thought they were just,
would make me miserable for life!”
“You are deceived, grossly deceived,” replied he, “if you doubt their
truth for a moment; they are not, indeed, even decently concealed from
you; they are glaring as the day, and wilful blindness can alone obscure
them.”
“I am sorry, Sir,” said Cecilia, whose confusion, at a charge so rough,
began now to give way to anger, “if this is your opinion; and I am
sorry, too, for the liberty I have taken in troubling you upon such a
subject.”
An apology so full of displeasure instantly taught Mr Monckton the
error he was committing, and checking, therefore, the violence of those
emotions to which his sudden and desperate disappointment gave rise,
and which betrayed him into reproaches so unskilful, he endeavoured
to recover his accustomed equanimity, and assuming an air of friendly
openness, said, “Let me not offend you, my dear Miss Beverley, by a
freedom which results merely from a solicitude to serve you, and which
the length and intimacy of our acquaintance had, I hoped, long since
authorised. I know not how to see you on the brink of destruction
without speaking, yet, if you are averse to my sincerity, I will curb
it, and have done.”
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