Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 3Burney, Fanny
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Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 3
Burney, Fanny
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Delvile, unconscious of her insanity, and attributing to resentment
this aversion and repulse, hastily moved from her, mournfully answering,
“Well indeed may you disclaim me, refuse all forgiveness, load me with
hatred and reproach, and consign me to eternal anguish! I have merited
severer punishment still; I have behaved like a monster, and I am
abhorrent to myself!”
Cecilia now, half rising, and regarding him with mingled terror and
anger, eagerly exclaimed, “If you do not mean to mangle and destroy me,
begone this instant.”
“To mangle you!” repeated Delvile, shuddering, “how horrible!--but I
deserve it!--look not, however, so terrified, and I will tear myself
away from you. Suffer me but to assist in removing you from this place,
and I will only watch you at a distance, and never see you more till you
permit me to approach you.”
“Why, why,” cried Cecilia, with a look of perplexity and impatience,
“will you not tell me your name, and where you come from?”
“Do you not know me?” said he, struck with new horror; “or do you only
mean to kill me by the question?”
“Do you bring me any message from Mr Monckton?”
“From Mr Monckton?--no; but he lives and will recover.”
“I thought you had been Mr Monckton yourself.”
“Too cruel, yet justly cruel Cecilia!--is then Delvile utterly
renounced?--the guilty, the unhappy Delvile!--is he cast off for ever?
have you driven him wholly from your heart? do you deny him even a place
in your remembrance?”
“Is your name, then, Delvile?”
“O what is it you mean? Is it me or my name you thus disown?”
“'Tis a name,” cried she, sitting up, “I well remember to have heard,
and once I loved it, and three times I called upon it in the dead of
night. And when I was cold and wretched, I cherished it; and when I was
abandoned and left alone, I repeated it and sung to it.”
“All-gracious powers!” cried Delvile, “her reason is utterly gone!”
And, hastily rising, he desperately added, “what is death to this
blow?--Cecilia, I am content to part with thee!”
Mary now, and Mrs Wyers, poured upon him eagerly an account of her
illness, and insanity, her desire of removal, and their inability to
control her.
Delvile, however, made no answer; he scarce heard them: the deepest
despair took possession of his mind, and, rooted to the spot where he
stood, he contemplated iii dreadful stillness the fallen and altered
object of his best hopes and affections; already in her faded cheeks
and weakened frame, his agonising terror read the quick impending
destruction of all his earthly happiness! the sight was too much for
his fortitude, and almost for his understanding; and when his woe became
utterable, he wrung his hands, and groaning aloud, called out, “Art thou
gone so soon! my wife! my Cecilia! have I lost thee already?”
Cecilia, with utter insensibility to what was passing, now suddenly, and
with a rapid yet continued motion, turned her head from side to side,
her eyes wildly glaring, and yet apparently regarding nothing.
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