'I'm not going to tell you my inmost soul. This I can say, if I have
had temptations I have conquered them. They have passed away.'
The conversation paused, and, in a silence which was pregnant with
suggestion, they went up to the organ-loft, and he depreciated the
present instrument and enlarged upon some technical details anent the
latest modern improvements in keys and stops. He would play his
setting of St. Ambrose's hymn, 'Veni redemptor gentium,' if Mr. Hare
would go to the bellows; and feeling as if he were being turned into
ridicule, Mr. Hare took his place at the handle.
In the sacristy the consideration of the censers, candle-sticks,
chalices, and albs took some time, and John was a little aggressive in
his explanation of Catholic ceremonial, and its grace and comeliness
compared with the stiffness and materialism of the Protestant service.
Handsome lads of sixteen were chosen for acolytes; the torch-bearers
were selected from the smallest boys, the office of censer was filled
by himself, and he was also the chief sacristan, and had charge of the
altar plate and linen and the vestments.
In answer to Mr. Hare, who asked him if he did not weary of the
narrowness of ecclesiastical life, John said that when the desire of
travel came upon him, he had to consult no one's taste or convenience
but his own, merely to pack his portmanteau. Last year he had been
through Russia, and had enjoyed his stay in Constantinople. And while
speaking of the mosques he said that he had had an ancestor who had
fought in the crusades. Perhaps it was from him he had inherited his
love and comprehension of Byzantine art--he did not say so, but it
might be so; one of the mysteries of atavism! Who shall say where they
end?
'You would have liked to have fought in the crusades?'
'Yes, I think that I should have made a good knight. The hardships
they underwent were no doubt quite extraordinary. But I am strong; my
bones are heavy; my chest is deep; I can bear a great deal of
fatigue.'
Then laughing lightly he said:
'You can't imagine me as a knight on the way to the Grail.'
'Why not? I think you would have acquitted yourself very well.'
'The crusades were once as real in life as tennis parties are to-day;
and I think infinitely more beautiful.'
'You would not have fought in the tournaments for a lady love?'
'Perhaps not; I should have fought for the Grail, like Parsifal. I was
at Bayreuth last year. But Bayreuth is no longer what it was. Popular
innovations have been introduced into the performances. Would you
believe it, the lovely music in the cupola, written by Wagner for
boys' voices, is now sung by women.'
'Surely a woman's voice is finer than a boy's.'
'It is more powerful, of course; but it has not the same quality--the
_timbre_ is so much grosser. Besides, women's voices are opposed to
the ecclesiastical spirit.'
'How closely you do run your hobby.'
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