'Do you think the house will look prettier than it does now? Mrs.
Norton says that it will be impossible to alter Italian architecture
into Gothic.'
'Mother does not know what she is talking about. I have it all down in
my pocket-book. I have various plans.... I admit it is not easy, but
last night I fancy I hit on an idea. I shall of course consult an
architect, although really I don't see there is any necessity for so
doing, but just to be on the safe side; for in architecture there are
many practical difficulties, and to be on the safe side I will consult
an experienced man regarding the practical working out of my design. I
made this drawing last night.' John produced a large pocket-book.
'But, oh, how pretty! will it be really like that?'
'Yes,' exclaimed John, delighted; 'it will be exactly like that. The
billiard-room can be converted into a chapel by building a new high-
pitched roof.'
'Oh, John, why should you do away with the billiard-room; why
shouldn't the monks play billiards? You played on the day of the
meet.'
'I am not a monk yet.' The conversation paused a moment and then John
continued, 'That dreadful addition of my mother's cannot remain in its
present form; it is hideous, but it can be converted very easily into
a chapel. It will not be difficult. A high-pitched timber roof,
throwing out an apse at the end, and putting in mullioned and
traceried windows filled with stained glass.'
'And the cloister you are speaking about--where will that be?'
'The cloister will come at the back of the chapel, and an arched and
vaulted ambulatory will be laid round the house. Later on I shall add
a refectory, and put a lavatory at one end of the ambulatory.'
'But don't you think, John, you may become tired of being a monk, and
then the house will have to be built back again?'
'No; the house will be from every point of view a better house when my
alterations are carried into effect. And as for my becoming a monk,
that is in the main an idea of my mother's. Monastic life, I admit,
presents great attractions for me, but that does not mean that I shall
become a monk. My mother does not understand an impersonal admiration
for anything. She cannot understand that it is impossible to become a
monk unless you have a vocation. It is all a question of vocation.'
Later in the day Mrs. Norton stopped John as he was hurrying to his
room. She was much excited by the news just received of the engagement
of one of the Austin girls. She approved of the match, and spoke
enthusiastically of the girl's beauty.
'I could never see it. It never appealed to me in the least.'
'But no woman does. You never think a woman good-looking.'
'Yes, I do. But you never can understand an impersonal admiration for
anything. You say I do not appreciate beauty in women because I do not
marry. You say I am determined on becoming a monk, because I admire
monastic life.'
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