But what had befallen her? She was mad when she threw herself out of
the window to escape from him. But how had she become mad? Yesterday
he had looked back and had seen her walking away and waving her
parasol, a slight happy figure on the gold-tinted sky. What had
happened? By what strange alienation of the brain, by what sudden
snapping of the sense had madness come? Something must have happened.
Did madness fall like that? like a bolt from the blue. If so she must
have always been mad, and walking home the slight thread of sense half
worn through had suddenly snapped. He knew that she liked him. Had she
guessed that when it came to the point that he would not, that he
might not have been able to marry her? If so, he was in a measure
responsible. Ah, why had he ventured upon a path which he must have
known he was not fitted to walk in?
XV.
Next morning John and Mrs. Norton drove to the Rectory, and without
asking for Mr. Hare, they went to _her_ room. The windows were open;
Annie and Mary Austin sat by the bedside watching. The blood had been
washed out of the beautiful hair, and she lay very white and fair amid
the roses her friends had brought her. She lay as she had lain in one
of her terrible dreams--quite still, the slender body covered by a
sheet. From the feet the linen curved and marked the inflections of
the knees; there were long flowing folds, low-lying like the wash of
retiring water. And beautiful indeed were the rounded shoulders, the
neck, the calm and bloodless face, the little nose, and the drawing of
the nostrils, the extraordinary waxen pallor, the eyelids laid like
rose-leaves upon the eyes that death has closed for ever. An Ascension
lily lay within the arm, in the pale hand.
Candles were burning, and the soft smell of wax mixed with the perfume
of the roses. For there were roses everywhere--great snowy bouquets
and long lines of scattered blossoms, and single roses there and here,
and the petals falling were as tears shed for the beautiful dead, and
the white flowerage vied with the pallor and the immaculate stillness
of the dead.
When they next saw her she was in her coffin. It was almost full of
white blossoms--jasmine, Eucharis lilies, white roses, and in the
midst of the flowers the hands lay folded, and the face was veiled
with some delicate, filmy handkerchief.
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