'Yes; he promised he would. He said that he knew all I said was true.
That it wasn't my fault, that a woman couldn't be expected to respect
a man who couldn't keep her, that he felt the shame of his position in
the house, that it had broken his heart, that if he had lost his money
it was not his fault, that the world was full of rogues, you know--
you've heard him go on.'
'I should think I had. I don't know how I put up with him. Very often
it is as much as I can do to prevent myself from running out of the
room.'
Mrs. Lahens looked at her lover angrily.
'You don't think what I have to put up with. You come here when you
like, you go away when you like.... Men are always the same, they only
think of themselves. You don't think of me, you do not remember what I
have put up with for your sake, of the sacrifices I have made for you.
I should have left him years ago when he lost his money if it hadn't
been for fear of compromising you.'
'He never would have divorced you. He'd have been left without a cent
if he had, and he couldn't have got anything out of me.'
'Whatever my husband's faults are, he's not mercenary. There are many
who think more of money and its advantages than he.'
'Now, what are you angry about, Olive?' and Lord Chadwick laid his
hand on her shoulder.
'I don't like unjust accusations, not even against my husband. The
Major is a fool, but he is not dishonourable; he is the most
honourable man that comes to this house. It was not on account of my
money that he did not divorce me.'
'On account of you, then.'
'Partly, strange as that may seem to you, and on account of his
daughter.'
Lord Chadwick did not answer. The conversation was taking a
disagreeable turn, and as he looked into the fire he thought how he
might change it.
'So Agnes returns home to-day?'
'Yes, her father insisted... She, poor dear, begged and prayed to be
allowed to become a nun, but he would not listen to her any more than
he would to me.... There was no use arguing.... You know what the
Major is; you are never sure when he'll turn on you. If I opposed him
he might come down some evening when there was a party, and inform my
guests that I kept my daughter imprisoned in a convent, that I
wouldn't let her out. No; I daren't oppose him on this point. Agnes
must come home for a while. But the experiment won't succeed. I
daresay you think so too. But for all that I'm right, as time will
prove. A mother knows more about her own daughter than any one else,
and I tell you that Agnes is no more fitted for the world than I am
for a convent. I shall have to drag her about for a season or two. She
won't succeed, and she'll be wretchedly unhappy. I shall be put to any
amount of trouble and expense, that will be all.'
'And then?'
'I don't know. Even if I did give you up, I don't see what would be
gained. All I could do would be to ask you not to come to the house
any more.'
'That is nonsense.'
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