Her memories of her mother were not so distinct. She never saw her
mother except on the rare occasions when she was admitted to the
drawing-room; she remembered her standing in long shining dresses with
long trains curled around her feet, which she kicked aside when she
advanced to receive some visitor; or she remembered her mother on the
stairs, a bouquet in her hand, a diamond star in her hair; the front
door was open, and the lamps of the brougham gleamed in the dark
street. Then her mother would kiss her, and tell her she must be a
good girl, and go to sleep when she went to bed.
There had never seemed to be but one person in the house, and that was
mother. Where was mother going, to the theatre, to a dinner-party, to
the opera? and the phrase 'When shall the carriage come to fetch
mother' had fixed itself on her memory. And in her mother's bedroom--
the largest and handsomest room in the house--she remembered the maid
opening large wardrobes, putting away soft white garments, laces,
green silk and pink petticoats, more beautiful than the dresses that
covered them. The large white dressing-table, strewn with curious
ivories, the uses of which she could not imagine, had likewise fixed
itself on her memory. She remembered the hand-glasses, the scattered
jewellery, the scent-bottles, and the little boxes of powder and
rouge, and the pencil with which her mother darkened her eyebrows and
eyelids. For Mrs. Lahens had always been addicted to the use of
cosmetics, therefore the paint on her mother's face did not shock
Agnes as it might otherwise have done. But she could not but notice
that it had increased. Her mother's mouth seemed to her now like a red
wound. Ashamed of the involuntary comment, Agnes repelled all
criticism, and threw herself into the belief that all her mother did
was right, that she was the best and most beautiful woman in London,
that to be her daughter was the highest privilege.
Her thoughts were entirely with her parents; and she had hardly spoken
to the men on either side of her. Mr. Moulton had asked her if she
were glad to come home, if she rejoiced in the prospect of balls and
parties, if she were sorry to leave her favourite nun. She had
answered his questions briefly, and he had returned to his exchange of
gallantries with Lady Castlerich, who he hoped would invite him to
Morelands. Agnes did not quite like him. She liked Mr. St. Clare
better. St. Clare had asked her if she sang, and when she told him
that she was leading soprano in the convent choir he had talked
agreeably until Miss Dare said:
'Now, Mr. St. Clare, leave off flirting with Agnes.'
Her remark made every one laugh, and in the midst of the laughter Mrs.
Lahens said:
'So my little girl is coming out of her shell.'
'Out of cell,' said Mr. Moulton, laughing.
'Out of her what?' asked Lady Castlerich.
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