'Father has promised me never to resort to violence again; my presence
is the temptation to do so, things might happen--things would be sure
to happen that would force him to forget his promise. He might kill
mother--that is the way these things end. He has borne with a great
deal; he has said nothing; people think that he feels nothing; he may
think so himself, but something is all the while growing within him,
and the day comes when he will stand it no longer, when he will kill
mother. Very little suffices, I very nearly sufficed.... I must go,
Father, you must take me away.'
Agnes spoke out of the fulness of her instinct, and Father White
wondered, for such knowledge of life seemed very strange in one of
Agnes' age and ignorance.
'I understand, my child. As you say, it is difficult for you to remain
here. But I cannot take you away without consulting your father.'
'Father will not oppose my returning to the convent, I have spoken to
him. He knows how unhappy I am.'
'But I cannot take you away without his authority.'
'I did not intend to leave without bidding father good-bye. We can
stop the cab as we go round the Square.'
'But your clothes are not packed.'
'They will lend me all I want at the convent, my clothes can be sent
after me. Father, you must take me away, I cannot remain here and meet
mother after what happened. My mission here is ended; prayer will do
the rest. I want to go to the convent so that I shall be free to pray
for mother.'
Unable to resist the intensity of the girl's will, Father White
answered that he would wait for her while she went upstairs to get her
hat and jacket. As he paced the room he tried to think, but he could
not catch a single thread of thought. He was merely aware of the
horrible position that this dear, good and innocent girl had so
unexpectedly found herself thrust into, and of the good sense and
resource she had displayed in her time of trial. 'No doubt she is
right,' he thought, 'she cannot remain here.... She must go back to
the convent, at least for the present. But once she goes back she will
never again be persuaded to leave it. So much the better, another soul
for God and joy everlasting.'
The door opened. Agnes wore the same dress as she had arrived in, the
same little black fur jacket, and her hands were in the same little
muff. They went downstairs without speaking, and Father White called a
four-wheeled cab. As they got in he said:
'You know that I cannot possibly take you away without first obtaining
your father's authority.'
'We shall meet him as we go round the Square. Tell the cabman to drive
slowly, I'll keep watch this side, you keep watch that side, we can't
miss him.'
'I'm to drive round the Square till you see a gentleman walking?'
'Yes, and then we'll stop you,' said Father White.
Suddenly Agnes cried 'There is father, there.' Father White poked his
umbrella through the window, and Agnes screamed, and she had to scream
her loudest, so absorbed was the Major.
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