'No, it is not madness. I know all about you, Ralph told me
everything.'
'It surprises me very much that he should have spoken about me. It was
not like him. I hope that he didn't tell you, that he didn't suggest
that there were any improper relations between me and him.'
'I daresay that you were virtuous, more or less, as far as your own
body is concerned. Faugh! Women like you make virtue seem odious.'
'I cannot discuss such questions with you,' Mildred said timidly, and,
swinging her parasol vaguely, she tried to pass Ellen by. But it was
difficult to get by. The picture she had admired the other day blocked
the way. Mildred's eyes glanced at it vindictively.
'Yes,' said Ellen in her sad doleful voice, 'You can look at it. I sat
for it. I'm not ashamed, and perhaps I did more good by sitting for it
than you'll do with your painting.... But look at him--there he lies.
He might have been a great artist if he had not met you and I should
have been a happy woman. Now I've nothing to live for.... You said
that you didn't know of my existence till the other day. But you knew
that, in making that man love you, you were robbing another woman.'
'That is very subtle.'
'You knew that you did not love him, and that it could end only in
unhappiness. It has ended in death.'
Mildred looked at the cold face, so claylike, and trembled. The horror
of the situation crept over her; she had no strength to go, and
listened meekly to Ellen.
'He smiled a little, it was a little sad smile, when he told me that I
was to write, saying that he would be glad if you would come to see
him when he was dead. I think I know what was passing in his mind--he
hoped that his death might be a warning to you. Not many men die of
broken hearts, but one never knows. One did. Look at him, take your
lesson.'
'I assure you that we were merely friends. He liked me, I know--he
loved me, if you will; I could not help that,' Mildred drew on the
floor of the studio with her parasol. 'I am very sorry, it is most
unfortunate. I did nothing wrong. I'm sure he never suggested---'
'How that one idea does run in your head. I wonder if your thoughts
are equally chaste.'
Mildred did not answer.
'I read you in the first glance, one glance was enough, your eyes tell
the tale of your cunning, mean little soul. Perhaps you sometimes try
to resist, maybe your nature turns naturally to evil. There are people
like that.'
'If I had done what you seem to think I ought to have done, he would
have abandoned you.' And Mildred looked at her rival triumphantly.
'That would have been better than what has happened. Then there would
have been only one heart broken, now there are two.'
Mildred hated the woman for the humiliation she was imposing upon her,
but in her heart she could not but feel admiration for such single
heartedness. Noticing on Mildred's face the change of expression, but
misinterpreting it, Ellen said:
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