'The old story, those who find difficulty in believing in the divinity
of our Lord will swallow infallibility, transubstantiation, and the
rest of it--all the miracles, and the entire hierarchy of the saints,
male and female, if they may be gratified by music, candles, incense,
gold vestments, and ceremonial display. ... It is not love of God, it
is love of the senses.'
_'Ou fait la guerre avec de la musique, des panaches, des drapeaux,
des harnais d'or, un deploiement de ceremonie.'_
'What's that?'
'That is from the _Tentation de Saint Antoine_. It comes in the
dialogue between Death and Lust. They make war with music, with
banners, with plumes, with golden trappings, and ceremonial display.'
'What's that got to do with what we were saying?'
'Only that you accidentally made use of nearly the same words as
Flaubert. "Ceremonial display" is not so good as _deploiement de
ceremonie_, but---'
'Mildred.'
'Well.'
She wore a little subdued look, and he did not detect the malice that
it superficially veiled. She did not wish him to see that she was
playing with him, but she wished to fret him with some slight
suspicion that she was. She was at the same time conscious of his
goodness, and her own baseness; she even longed to throw herself into
his arms, and thank him for having come to Paris; she knew that it was
in her interest that he had come, but an instinct stronger than her
will forced her to continue improvising the words of her part, and it
was her pleasure to provide it with suitable gesture, expression of
face, and inflection of voice. She could hear the fiddles in the ball-
room, and wished the wall away, and the company ranged behind a
curtain. And, as these desires crossed her mind, she pitied poor
Harold with his one idea, 'how he may serve _me_.' When she came to
the word _me_ her heart softened towards him, but the temptation to
discuss her conversion with him was imperative, and she watched him,
guessing easily how his idea of Catholicism turned in his narrow
brain, and she knew that turn it as he pleased, that he would get no
nearer to any understanding of it or of her. Religion was a fixed
principle in his life; it was there as his head, neck, and arms were
there; and it played a very definite part in his life; his religion
was not a doll that could be dressed to suit the humours of the day,
but an unchanging principle that ruled, that was obeyed, and that
visited all fallings away with remorse. So this opportunity to play
with her brother's religious consciousness was to be gainsayed no more
than an opportunity to persuade a lover into exhibition of passion.
And she remembered how Harold and Alfred used to sit over the dining-
room fire shaking their heads over the serious scandal that had been
caused in the parish by the new Vicar, who had introduced the
dangerous innovation of preaching in his surplice. She had laughed and
sneered at her brother's hesitations and scruples about accepting the
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