Cerise: A Tale of the Last CenturyWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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Cerise: A Tale of the Last Century
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
Historical fiction
And what was this man to her that she should give him up her daughter,
that she should be ready to give up her life rather than endanger his
happiness? She winced, she quivered with pain and shame because of the
feelings her own question called up. What was he to her? The noblest,
the dearest, the bravest, the best-beloved; the realisation of her
girl’s dreams, of her woman’s passions, the type of all that she had
ever honoured and admired and longed for to make her happiness complete!
She remembered so well the boy’s gentle brow, the frank kind eyes
that smiled and danced with delight to be noticed by her, a young and
beautiful widow, flattered and coveted of all the Great King’s Court. She
recalled, as if it were but yesterday, the stag-hunt at Fontainebleau;
the manly figure and the daring horsemanship of the Grey Musketeer; her
own mad joy in that wild gallop, and the strange keen zest life seemed
to have acquired when she rode home through those sleeping woods, under
the dusky purple of that soft autumnal night. How she used to watch
for him afterwards, amidst all the turmoil of feasts and pleasures
that constituted the routine of the new Court. How well she knew his
place of ceremony, his turn of duty, and loved the very sentries at the
palace-gate for his sake. Often had she longed to hint by a look, a
gesture, the flirt of a fan, the dropping of a flower, that he had not
far to seek for one who would care for him as he deserved; but even the
Marquise shrank, and feared, and hesitated, woman-like, where she really
loved. Then came that ever-memorable night at the Masked Ball, when
she cried out aloud, in her longing and her loneliness, and never knew
afterwards whether she was glad or sorry for what she had done.
It was soon to be over then, for ere a few more days had elapsed the
Regent ventured on his shameless outrage at the Hôtel Montmirail, and lo!
in the height of her indignation and her need, who should drop down, as
it seemed, from the skies, to be her champion, but the man of all others
whom most she could have loved and trusted in the world!
Since then, had she not thought of him by day and dreamt of him by night,
dwelling on his image with a fond persistency none the less cherished
because sad and desponding—content, if better might not be, to worship it
in secret to the last, though she might never look on its original again?
The real and the ideal had so acted on each other, that while he seemed
to her the perfection of all manhood should be, that very type was
unconsciously but a faithful copy of himself. In short, she loved him;
and when such a man is loved by such a woman it is usually but little
conducive to his happiness, and thoroughly destructive of her own.
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