Cerise: A Tale of the Last CenturyWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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Cerise: A Tale of the Last Century
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
Historical fiction
It was strange that, with her knowledge of human nature, her experience,
by observation at least, of human passions, she should so little have
considered that person’s inclinations who ought to have been first
consulted in such a matter. She never seemed to contemplate for an
instant that Cerise herself might shrink from the character of the Count,
appeal against becoming sick-nurse to the Marquis, or incline to the
excessive and objectionable beauty of the Duke. It seemed natural the
girl should accept her mother’s choice just as that mother had herself
accepted, without even seeing, the chivalrous old Montmirail whom she had
so cherished and respected, whose snuff-box stood there under glass on
her writing-table, and for whom, though he had been dead more years than
she liked to count, she sometimes felt as if she could weep even now.
Such a train of reflection gradually brought the Marquise to her own
position in life, and a calculation of the advantages and disadvantages
attendant on marriage as regarded herself. She could not but know she
was in the full meridian of her beauty. Her summer, so to speak, was
still in its July; the fruit bright, glowing, and mature; not a leaf yet
changed in colour with forewarning of decay. She might take her choice
of a dozen noble names whenever she would, and she felt her heart beat
while she wondered why this consideration should of late have been so
often present to her mind. It could only arise from an anxiety to settle
Cerise, she argued with herself; there _could_ be no other reason.
Impossible! absurd! No—no—a thousand times—No!
She went carefully back over her past life, analysing, with no foolish,
romantic, tendencies, but in a keen, impartial spirit, the whole history
of her feelings. She acknowledged, with a certain hard triumph, that in
her young days she had never loved. Likings, flirtations, passing fancies
she had indulged in by hundreds, a dozen at a time, but to true feminine
affection her nearest approach had been that sentiment of regard which
she entertained for her husband. She did not stop to ask herself if this
was love, as women understand the word.
And was she to be always invulnerable? Was she indeed incapable of that
abstraction, that self-devotion which made the happiness and the misery
of nearly all her sex? She _did_ ask herself this question, but she did
_not_ answer it; though Pierrot, still watching her out of one eye, must
have seen her blush.
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