Cerise: A Tale of the Last CenturyWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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Cerise: A Tale of the Last Century
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
Historical fiction
“It is not for _me_, perhaps, madame, to give an opinion on such matters
as concern the affections. For _me_, the churchman, the celibate, the man
of the world, whose whole utility to those he loves depends on subjection
of his love at any cost—at any sacrifice; who must trample his feelings
under foot, lest they rise and vanquish him, putting him to torture,
punishment, and shame. My cousin, have not I seemed to you a man of
marble rather than a creature of flesh and blood?”
The Marquise opened her black eyes wide. He had succeeded at least in
rousing her attention, and continued in the same low, hurried voice.
“Can you not make allowance for a position so constrained and unnatural
as mine? Can you not comprehend a devotion that exists out of, and apart
from self? Is not the hideous Satyr peering from behind his tree at the
nymph whose beauty awes him from approach, an object more touching, more
to be respected than vain Narcissus languishing, after all, but for the
mere reflection of himself? Is not that a true and faithful worship which
seeks only the elevation of its idol, though its own crushed body may be
exacted to raise the pedestal, if but by half a foot? Do you believe—I
ask you, my cousin, in the utmost truth and sincerity—do you believe
there breathes a man on earth so completely consecrated to your interests
as myself?”
“You have always been a kind counsellor—and—and—an affectionate
kinsman,” answered the Marquise, a little confused; adding, with an air
of frankness that became her well—“Come! Abbé, you are a good friend,
neither more nor less, staunch, honest, constant. You always have been,
you always will be. Is it not so?”
His self-command was perfect. His face betrayed neither disappointment,
vexation, nor wounded pride. His voice retained just so much of tremor as
was compatible with the warm regard of friendship, yet not too little to
convey the deeper interest of love. He did not approach his cousin by an
inch. He sat back in the arm-chair, outwardly composed and tranquil, yet
he made it appear that he was pleading a subject of vital importance both
to her welfare and his own.
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