Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Yes, I see,” replied Steele cheerfully and without much reflection.
“But so far as that Davis woman is concerned, though, you can forget
her. I’m through with her. She was never much to me, anyhow, just a
common——.” Here he used the good old English word for prostitute. As
for his wife, he was going to stick by her, of course. She was a good
woman. She loved him. There was his little boy. He was through with all
that varietistic stuff. There was nothing to it. A man couldn’t get
away with it—and so on.
The two men, according to their account of it afterward, winced not a
little, for, as they said, they had thought from all that had gone
before that there had surely been much more than common prostitution
between Steele and the woman. How could all this have been in the face
of Mrs. Steele’s great jealousy, Mrs. Davis’ passionate declaration
about pure, spiritual and undying love? Imagine it! After a few more
words the men left, convinced that whether interested in his wife
or not or Mrs. Davis or not, Steele was literally terrorized by
convention,—and to the point where he was floundering about for an
excuse. He was weak and he wanted to put the best face on the situation
that he could. As one of the newspapermen afterward expressed it,
“there was something unpleasant about it all.” Just why had he changed
so quickly? Why the gratuitous insult to Mrs. Davis? Why, after the
previous acknowledgment of an affection of sorts at least for her, was
he now willing to write himself down a bounder and a cad in this open
and offensive way? For a cad he plainly was. Mrs. Davis could not be as
shabby as he had made her out. This was at once and generally agreed
upon. That finally fixed Steele’s position in G—— as a bounder. He was
never again taken back on any local staff.
And for myself, I could not quite fathom it. The thing haunted me.
What was it that moved him—public opinion, fear of the loss of the
petty social approval which had once been his, sorrow for his wife—what
one special thing that Mrs. Davis might or might not have done? For
certainly, as things turned out, she had been guilty of nothing except
loving him—illegally, of course, but loving him. My mind involuntarily
flashed back to the two curled abaft the pilot-house in the moonlight,
those quaint, shadowy, romantic figures. And now this! And then there
was dancing and laughter and love.
VIII
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