Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Instead, repression, and even fear at times, which in the course of
years took on an aspect of careful courtesy supplemented by accurate
obedience. But within herself a growing sense of her own increasing
charm, which, in her father’s eyes, if not in her stepmother’s, seemed
to be identified always with danger—either present or prospective.
Her very light and silky hair—light, grayish-blue eyes—a rounded and
intriguing figure which even the other girls at Miss Hohstauffer’s
school noticed and commented on. And in addition a small straight nose
and a full and yet small and almost pouting mouth and rounded chin. Had
she not a mirror and were there not boys from her seventh year on who
looked at her and sought to attract her attention? Her father could see
this as well as his second wife. But she dared not loiter here and
there as others did, for those vigorous, bantering, seeking, intriguing
contacts. She must hurry home—to store or house duty or more study in
such fields as Zobel and his wife thought best for her. If it was to
run errands she was always timed to the minute.
And yet, in spite of all these precautions, the swift telegraphy of
eyes and blood. The haunting, seeking moods of youth, which speaks
a language of its own. In the drugstore at the corner of Warren and
Tracy, but a half-block from her home, there was at one time in her
twelfth year Lawrence Sullivan, a soda clerk. He seemed to her the most
beautiful thing she had ever seen. The dark, smooth hair lying glossed
and parted above a perfect white forehead; slim, graceful hands—or so
she thought—a care and smartness in the matter of dress which even the
clothing of the scores of public school boys passing this way seemed
scarcely to match. And such a way where girls were concerned—so smiling
and at his ease. And always a word for them as they stopped in on their
way home from school.
“Why, hello, Della! How’s Miss McGinnis to-day? I bet I know what
you’re going to have. I think pretty blonde girls must like chocolate
sundaes—they contrast with their complexions.” And then smiling
serenely while Miss McGinnis panted and smiled: “A lot you know about
what blonde girls like.”
And Ida Zobel, present on occasion by permission for a soda or a
sundae, looking on and listening most eagerly. Such a handsome youth.
All of sixteen. He would as yet pay no attention to so young a girl
as she, of course, but when she was older! Would she be as pretty
as this Miss McGinnis? Could she be as assured? How wonderful to be
attractive to such a youth! And what would he say to her, if he said
anything at all? And what would she say in return? Many times she
imitated these girls mentally and held imaginary conversations with
herself. Yes, despite this passive admiration, Mr. Sullivan went the
way of all soda-clerks, changing eventually to another job in another
neighborhood.
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