Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Yes, the then devil of his nature, his ambition, had held him
completely. He was seeing too clearly the wonder of what he might be,
and soon, what he was already becoming. Everything as he argued then
and saw now would have had to be pushed aside for Marie, whereas what
he really desired was that his great career, his greater days, his
fame, the thing he was sure to be now—should push everything aside.
And so—Perhaps he had become sharper, colder, harder, than he had ever
been, quite ready to sacrifice everything and everybody, or nearly,
until he should be the great success he meant to be. But long before
this he might have done so much. And he had not—had not until very
recently decided to revisit this older, sweeter world.
But in the meantime, as he had long since learned, how the tragedy
of her life had been completed. All at once in those earlier years
all letters had ceased, and time slipping by—ten years really—he
had begun to grow curious. Writing back to a neighbor of hers in
Philadelphia in a disguised hand and on nameless paper, he had learned
that nearly two years before her father had died and that she and her
mother and brother had moved away, the writer could not say where.
Then, five years later, when he was becoming truly prosperous, he had
learned, through a detective agency, that she and her mother and her
ne’er-do-well brother had moved back into this very neighborhood—this
old neighborhood of his and hers!—or, rather, a little farther out near
the graveyard where their two boys were buried. The simplicity of her!
The untutored homing instinct!
But once here, according to what he had learned recently, she and her
mother had not prospered at all. They had occupied the most minute
of apartments farther out, and had finally been compelled to work
in a laundry in their efforts to get along—and he was already so
well-to-do, wealthy, really! Indeed three years before his detectives
had arrived, her mother had died, and two years after that, she
herself, of pneumonia, as had their children. Was it a message from her
that had made him worry at that time? Was that why, only six months
since, although married and rich and with two daughters by this later
marriage, he had not been able to rest until he had found this out,
returned here now to see? Did ghosts still stalk the world?
Yes, to-day he had come back here, but only to realize once and for all
now how futile this errand was, how cruel he had been, how dreary her
latter days must have been in this poor, out-of-the-way corner where
once, for a while at least, she had been happy—he and she.
“Been happy!”
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