Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
And she had looked at his hands, at his commonplace clothes, and then,
a little troubled by his gaze, had withdrawn hers. Again and again her
eyes sought his or his hers, as though they were furtively surveying
each other; as though each was unable to keep his eyes off the other.
And by degrees there was set up in her a tremendous something that was
like music and fear combined, as though all at once she had awakened
and comprehended. She was no longer the complete master of herself,
as she had always imagined, but was now seized upon and possessed by
this stranger! In brief, here he was, her dream, and now she could
do nothing save gaze nervously and appealingly—for what? Those dark,
sombre eyes, the coarse black hair and sallow skin! Yes, it was he
indeed, her love, her star, the one by whose mystic light she had been
steering her course these many years. She sensed it. Knew it. He was
here before her now as though saying: “Come.” And she could only smile
foolishly without speaking. Her hands trembled and her throat tightened
until she almost choked. “I never saw any one more beautiful than you,”
he had said afterwards when they talked, and she had thrilled so that
it was an effort not to cry out. And then he had sighed like a child
and said: “Talk to me, about anything—but don’t go, will you?”
_The air—the air—this day!_
And so, realizing that he valued her for this one gift at least, her
beauty, she had sought now to make him understand that she was his
without, however, throwing herself beggingly before him. With her eyes,
her smile, her every gesture, she had said: “I am yours! I am yours!
Can’t you see?” At last, in his shy way, he had seemed to comprehend,
but even then, as he afterwards confessed, he could not believe that
anything so wonderful could follow so speedily upon contact, that one
could love, adore, at sight. She had asked where he lived and if she
might come and see his work, and with repressed intensity he had said:
“I wish you would! I wish you could come to-day!” It had made her sad
and yet laugh, too, for joy.
_That single tree blooming in this long, hard block!_
There and then, with only the necessary little interludes which
propriety seemed to demand, and with longing and seeking on the part of
each, had begun that wondrous thing, their love. Only it seemed to have
had no fixed beginning,—to have been always—just been. For the day she
had called him up his voice had so thrilled her that she could scarcely
speak. She had still felt she had known him for so long. How could that
have been?
“I was afraid you might not call,” he had said tremulously, and she had
replied: “And I was wondering if you really wanted me to.”
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