Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
And so now—nearly icy-cold the two of them, and contemning life
dreams—they were still facing life together. And here he was this
day, at her door or soon would be, fresh from financial labors in
one city and another. And returning to what? With a kind of slavish
and yet royal persistence he still pursued her—to comfort—as well as
to be comforted, and out of sheer weariness she endured him. Perhaps
because he was willing to await her mood, to accept the least crumb
of her favor as priceless. The only kinship that existed between
them was this unhappy youth of his and her sympathy for it, and his
seeming understanding of and sympathy for the ills that had beset her.
Supposing (so his argument had run) that the burden of this proposed
friendship with him were to be made very light, the lightest of all
burdens, that upon closer contact he proved not so hopeless or dull
as he appeared, could she not—would she not—endure him? (The amazing
contrarieties and strangenesses of things!) And so friendship, and
later marriage under these strange conditions. Yet she could not love
him, never had and never would. However it might have seemed at
first—and she did sympathize with and appreciate him—still only because
of her mother and sister and the fact that she herself needed some one
to fall back upon, a support in this dull round of living, had caused
her to go on as long as she had.
_How deserted that wading-pool looked at evening, with all the
children gone!_
And now at this very moment he was below stairs waiting for her,
waiting to learn whether she had smiled or her mood had relaxed so that
he might come up to plead afresh for so little as she could give—her
worthless disinterested company somewhere!
Well, perhaps it was unfair to serve one so who wished nothing more
than to be kind and who had striven in every way for several years now
to make himself useful if not agreeable to her, and yet—True, she had
accepted of his largess, not only for herself but for her mother; but
had she not had things of her own before that? And had she not been
content? Was it charity from her or from him?
And still—
_Those darkening shadows in the sky in the east!_
And yet it was always “Ulrica” here and “Ulrica” there. Did she so much
as refer to an old-time longing was it not he who attempted to make
amends in some way or to bring about a belated fulfilment? Vivian’s
painting now in the museum, the talk as to his worth, his monument but
now being erected—to whom, to whom were those things due—this belated
honoring of her darling—?
“_Oh, well, tell him to come up. And you may lay out my green evening
dress, Olga._”
XII
THE VICTOR
I
Some excerpts from an article on the late J. H. Osterman, by C. A.
Gridley, Chief Engineer of the Osterman Development Company. This
article appeared in the Engineering Record, for August last.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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