Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
But what of it? Could he say he was really content? What was he getting
out of it? Life was so deceptive; it used and then tossed one aside. At
first it had seemed wonderful to be able to go, do, act, buy and sell
as he chose, without considering anything save whether the thing he
was doing was agreeable and profitable. He had thought that pleasure
would never pall, but it had. There was this thing about age, that it
stole over one so unrelentingly, fattening one up or thinning one down,
hardening the arteries and weakening the muscles and blood, until it
was all but useless to go on. And what was the import of his success,
anyhow, especially to one who had no children and no friends worthy of
the name? There was no such thing as true friendship in nature. It was
each man for himself, everywhere, and the devil take the hindmost. It
was life that used and tossed one aside, however great or powerful one
might be. There was no staying life or the drift of time.
Of course there had been the pleasure of building two great houses for
Nadia and living in them when he was not living in other parts of the
world. But all that had come too late; he had been too old to enjoy
them when they did come. She had been a great catch no doubt, but much
too attractive to be really interested in him at his age. His wealth
had been the point with her—any one could see that; he knew it at the
time and would not now try to deceive himself as to that. At the time
he had married her she had had social position whereas he had none.
And after she married him all her social influence, to be sure, had
been used to advance his cause. Still, that scheme of hers to get him
to leave his great fortune to those two worthless sons of hers. Never!
They were not worthy of it. Those dancing, loafing wasters! He would
see to it that his fortune was put to some better use than that. He
would leave it to orphans rather than to them, for after all orphans in
his employ had proved more valuable to him than even they had, hadn’t
they?—That curious fellow, De Malquit!—So long ago. Besides wasn’t it
Nadia’s two sons who had influenced their mother to interest herself in
D’Eyraud, the architect who had built their two houses and had started
Nadia off on that gallery idea. And not a picture in it that would
interest a sensible person. And wasn’t it because of her that he had
never troubled to answer the letters of his sister Elvira asking him to
educate her two boys for her. He had fancied at the time that taking
her two children into his life would in some way affect his social
relations with Nadia and her set. And now Elvira was dead and he did
not know where the children were. He could charge that to her if he
wanted to, couldn’t he?
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