Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
And yet how could he have been mistaken as to all of those things?
Surely there must have been something to some of them. He could never
quite feel, even now, that there hadn’t been. Yet outside of just that
brief period in which all of these things had occurred there had never
been a thing that he could put his hands on, nothing that he could say
looked even suspicious before or since. And the detective agency had
not been able to find out anything about her either—not a thing. That
had been money wasted: one hundred dollars. Now how was that?
II
The trouble with Gil was that he was so very suspicious by nature and
not very clever. He was really a clerk, with a clerk’s mind and a
clerk’s point of view. He would never rise to bigger things, because
he couldn’t, and yet she could not utterly dislike him either. He
was always so very much in love with her, so generous—to her, at
least—and he did the best he could to support her and Tickles which
was something, of course. A lot of the trouble was that he was too
affectionate and too clinging. He was always hanging around whenever he
was not working. And with never a thought of going any place without
her except to his lodge or on a business errand that he couldn’t
possibly escape. And if he did go he was always in such haste to get
back! Before she had ever thought of marrying him, when he was shipping
clerk at the Tri-State and she was Mr. Baggott’s stenographer, she had
seen that he was not very remarkable as a man. He hadn’t the air or the
force of Mr. Baggott, for whom she worked then and whose assistant Gil
later became. Indeed, Mr. Baggott had once said: “Gilbert is all right,
energetic and faithful enough, but he lacks a large grasp of things.”
And yet in spite of all that she had married him.
Why?
Well, it was hard to say. He was not bad-looking, rather handsome, in
fact, and that had meant a lot to her then. He had fine, large black
eyes and a pale forehead and pink cheeks, and such nice clean hands.
And he always dressed so well for a young man in his position. He was
so faithful and yearning, a very dog at her heels. But she shouldn’t
have married him, just the same. It was all a mistake. He was not the
man for her. She knew that now. And, really, she had known it then,
only she had not allowed her common sense to act. She was always too
sentimental then—not practical enough as she was now. It was only after
she was married and surrounded by the various problems that marriage
includes that she had begun to wake up. But then it was too late.
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