Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
After a time, he volunteered: “Let me give you a concrete instance. It
has always interested me and it seems to prove that there is something
to what I say. It concerns a girl I know, a very homely one, who lost
her mind. At the beginning of her mental trouble her father called me
in to see what, if anything, could be done. The parents of this girl
were Catholics. He was a successful contractor and politician, the
father of three children; he provided very well for them materially
but could do little for them mentally. He was not the intellectual
but the religious type. The mother was a cheerful, good-natured and
conventional woman, and had only the welfare of her children and her
husband at heart. When I first came to know this family—I was a young
medical man then—this girl was thirteen or fourteen, the youngest
of the three children. Of these three children, and for that matter
of the entire family, I saw that this girl was decidedly the most
interesting psychically and emotionally. She was intense and receptive,
but inclined to be morbid; and for a very good reason. She was not
good-looking, not in any way attractive physically. Worse, she had
too good a mind, too keen a perception, not to know how severe a
deprivation that was likely to prove and to resent it. As I came to
know through later investigations—all the little neglects and petty
deprivations which, owing to her lack of looks and the exceeding and
of course superior charms of her sister and brother, were throughout
her infancy and youth thrust upon her. Her mouth was not sweet—too
large; her eyes unsatisfactory as to setting, not as to wistfulness;
her nose and chin were unfortunately large, and above her left eye
was a birthmark, a livid scar as large as a penny. In addition her
complexion was sallow and muddy, and she was not possessed of a truly
graceful figure; far from it. After she had reached fifteen or sixteen,
she walked, entirely by reason of mental depression, I am sure, with a
slow and sagging and moody gait; something within, I suppose, always
whispering to her that hope was useless, that there was no good in
trying, that she had been mercilessly and irretrievably handicapped to
begin with.
“On the other hand, as chance would have it, her sister and brother
had been almost especially favored by nature. Celeste Ryan was bright,
vivacious, colorful. She was possessed of a graceful body, a beautiful
face, clear, large and blue eyes, light glossy hair, and a love for
life. She could sing and dance. She was sought after and courted by
all sorts of men and boys. I myself, as a young man, used to wish that
I could interest her in myself, and often went to the house on her
account. Her brother also was smart, well-favored, careful as to his
clothes, vain, and interested in and fascinating to girls of a certain
degree of mind. He and his sister liked to dance, to attend parties, to
play and disport themselves wherever young people were gathered.
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