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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“This blow appeared to be the crowning one in her life. For in the face
of the opposition, and to a certain degree contempt, of her father,
who was a practical and fairly successful man, she had devoted herself
to this man who was neither successful nor very attractive for almost
seven years. And then after so long a period, in which apparently he
had used her to make life a little easier for himself, even he had
walked away and left her for another. She fell to brooding more and
more to herself, reading not so much now, as I personally know, as just
thinking. She walked a great deal, as her father told me, and then
later began to interest herself, or so she pretended, in a course of
history and philosophy at one of the great universities of the city.
But as suddenly, thereafter, she appeared to swing between exaggerated
periods of study or play or lecture-listening and a form of recessive
despair, under the influence of which she retired to her room and
stayed there for days, wishing neither to see nor hear from any one—not
even to eat. On the other hand again, she turned abruptly to shopping,
dressmaking and the niceties which concerned her personal appearance;
although even in this latter phase there were times when she did
nothing at all, seemed to relax toward her old listlessness and sense
of inconsequence and remained in her room to brood.
“About this time, as I was told afterwards, her mother died and, her
sister and brother having married, she was left in charge of the house
and of her father. It was soon evident that she had no particular
qualifications for or interest in housekeeping, and a maiden sister
of her father came to look after things. This did not necessarily
darken the scene, but it did not seem to lighten it any. She liked this
aunt well enough, although they had very little in common mentally.
Marguerite went on as before. Parallel with all this, however, had run
certain things which I have forgotten to mention. Her father had been
growing more and more narrowly religious. As a matter of fact he had
never had any sympathy for the shrewd mental development toward which
her lack of beauty had driven her. Before she was twenty-three as I
have already explained, her father had noted that she was indifferent
to her church duties. She had to be urged to go to mass on Sunday, to
confession and communion once a month. Also as he told me afterward,
as something to be deplored, her reading had caused her to believe
that her faith was by no means infallible, its ritual important; there
were bigger and more interesting things in life. This had caused her
father not only to mistrust but to detest the character of her reading,
as well as her tendencies in general. From having some sympathy with
her at first, as did her mother always, as the ugly duckling of the
family, he had come to have a cold and stand-offish feeling. She was,
as he saw it, an unnatural child. She did not obey him in respect to
religion.
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