Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
But no, she didn’t care for him. She never had. She merely wanted to
fool him along like this, to keep his name, his position, the social
atmosphere he could give her. This whole thing was a joke to her—this
house, his friends, himself, all—just nothing! Her idea was to fool
him along in this way while she continued to run with these other
shabby, swift, restless, insatiable creatures like herself, who liked
cabarets, thés dansants, automobile runs to this, that and the other
wretched place, country house parties, country clubs, country this,
country that, or New York and all its shallow and heartless mockery of
simplicity and peace. Well, he was through. She was always weary of
him, never anxious to be with him for one moment even, but never weary
of any of them, you bet—of seeking the wildest forms of pleasure! Well,
this was the end now. He had had enough. She could go her own way from
now on. Let the beastly flowers lie there—what did he care? He wouldn’t
carry them to her. He was through now. He was going to do what he
said—leave. Only—
He began putting some things in another bag, in addition to the ones he
had—his silk shirts, extra underwear, all his collars. Once and for all
now he wouldn’t stand this—never! Never!
Only—
As he fumed and glared, his eye fell on his favorite photo of
Idelle—young, rounded, sensuous, only twenty-four to his forty-eight,
an air and a manner flattering to any man’s sense of vanity and
possession—and then, as a contrast, he thought of the hard, smiling,
self-efficiency of so many of her friends—J—— C——, for one, still
dogging her heels in spite of him, and Keene, young and wealthy, and
Arbuthnot—and who not else?—any one and all of whom would be glad
to take her if he left her. And she knew this. It was a part of her
strength, even her charm—curse her! Curse her! Curse her!
But more than that, youth, youth, the eternal lure of beauty and
vitality, her smiling softness at times, her geniality, her tolerance,
their long talks and pleasant evenings and afternoons. And all of these
calling, calling now. And yet they were all at the vanishing point,
perhaps never to come again, if he left her! She had warned him of
that. “If I go,” she had once said—more than once, indeed—“it’s for
good. Don’t think I’ll ever come back, for I won’t.” And he understood
well enough that she would not. She didn’t care for him enough to come
back. She never would, if she really went.
He paused, meditating, biting his lips as usual, flushing, frowning,
darkening—a changeable sky his face—and then—
“George,” he said after the servant had appeared in answer to his ring,
“tell Charles to bring the jitney around again, and you pack me the
little brown kit bag out of these others. I’m going away for a day or
two, anyhow.”
“Yes, suh!”
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