Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
At any rate, seven o’clock coming, I had my dinner at a little
restaurant near the office and went to the boat. It was a hot night,
but clear and certain to bring a lovely full moon, and I was glad to
be going. At the same time, I was not a little lonely and out of sorts
with myself because I had no girl and was wishing that I had—wishing
that some lovely girl was hanging on my arm and that now we two could
go down to the boat together and sit on the spoon deck and look at the
moon, or that we could dance on the cabin deck below, where were all
the lights and musicians. My hope, if not my convinced expectation, was
that somewhere on this boat I, too, should find some one who would be
interested in me—I, too, should be able to sit about with the others
and laugh and make love. But I didn’t. The thought was futile. I was
not a ladies’ man, and few if any girls ever looked at me. Besides,
women and girls usually came accompanied on a trip like this. I went
alone, and I returned alone. So much for me.
Brooding in this fashion, I went aboard along with the earliest of
the arrivals, and, going to the cabin deck, sat down and watched
the others approach. It was one of my opportunities to single out
interesting groups for my pen. And there were many. They came, so
blithe, so very merry, all of them, in pairs or groups of four or six
or eight or ten, boys and girls of the tenements and the slums—a few
older couples among them,—but all smiling and chatting, the last ones
hurrying excitedly to make the boat, and each boy with his girl, as I
was keen to note, and each girl with her beau. I singled out this group
and that, this type and that, making a few idle notes on my pad, just
suggestions of faces, hats, gestures, swings or rolls of the body and
the like. There was a strong light over the gangway, and I could sketch
there. It was interesting and colorful, but, being very much alone, I
was not very happy about it.
In the midst of these, along with the latter half of the crowd, came
Steele and his lonely landlady, to whom, as he said, this proffer on
his part was a kindness. Because of what he had said I was expecting a
woman who would be somewhat of a frump—at least thirty-five or forty
years old and not very attractive. But to my surprise, as they came
up the long gangplank which led from the levee and was lighted by
flaring gasoline torches, I saw a young woman who could not have been
more than twenty-seven or -eight at most—and pretty, very. She had
on a wide, floppy, lacy hat of black or dark blue, but for contrast
a pale, cream-colored, flouncy dress. And she was graceful and plump
and agreeable in every way. Some landlady, indeed, I thought, looking
enviously down and wishing that it was myself and not he to whose arm
she was clinging!
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