He had smiled, and had complied, very much doubting whether the boat
would ever be allowed to return. The message had brought him, as
it were, a touch from her, a breath of her personality which clung
about the room long after. She was near at hand, waiting for him, so
familiar, yet so unfamiliar, so undiscovered. He felt that after a
year with her much would still remain to be discovered; that there
was, in fact, no end to her interest and her mystery. She was of no
ordinary calibre, she who could be, turn by turn, a delicious or
plaintive child, a woman of ripe seduction, and--in fits and starts--a
poet in whose turbulent and undeveloped talent he divined startling
possibilities! When she wrote poetry she smothered herself in ink,
as he knew; so mingled in her were the fallible and the infallible.
He refused to analyse his present relation to her; a sense, not of
hypocrisy, but of decency, held him back; he remembered all too
vividly the day he had carried her in his arms; his brotherliness had
been shocked, offended, but since then the remembrance had persisted
and had grown, and now he found himself, with all that brotherliness of
years still ingrained in him, full of thoughts and on the brink of an
adventure far from brotherly. He tried not to think these thoughts. He
honestly considered them degrading, incestuous. But his mood was ripe
for adventure; the air was full of adventure; the circumstances were
unparalleled; his excitement glowed--he left the assembly-room, walked
rapidly up the street, and entered the Davenant house, shutting the
door behind him.
The sounds of the street were shut out, and the water plashed coolly
in the open courtyard; two pigeons walked prinking round the flat edge
of the marble basin, the male cooing and bowing absurdly, throwing out
his white chest, ruffling his tail, and putting down his spindly feet
with fussy precision. When Julian appeared, they fluttered away to the
other side of the court to resume their convention of love-making.
Evening was falling, warm and suave, and overhead in the still blue sky
floated tiny rosy clouds. In the cloisters round the court the frescoes
of the life of Saint Benedict looked palely at Julian, they so faded,
so washed-out, he so young and so full of strength. Their pallor taught
him that he had never before felt so young, so reckless, or so vigorous.
He was astonished to find Eve with the son of Zapantiotis, learning
from him to play the flute in the long, low room which once had been
the refectory and which ran the full length of the cloisters. Deeply
recessed windows, with heavy iron gratings, looked down over the roofs
of the village to the sea. In one of these windows Eve leaned against
the wall holding the flute to her lips, and young Zapantiotis, eager,
handsome, showed her how to place her fingers upon the holes. She
looked defiantly at Julian.
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