They dined together near the fountain in the courtyard, and overhead
the sky grew dark, and the servant brought lighted candles for the
table. Julian spoke very little; he allowed himself the supreme luxury
of being spoilt by a woman who made it her business to please him;
observing her critically, appreciatively; acknowledging her art; noting
with admiration how the instinct of the born courtesan filled in the
gaps in the experience of the child. He was, as yet, more mystified by
her than he cared to admit.
But he yielded himself to her charm. The intimacy of this meal, their
first alone together, enveloped him more and more with the gradual
sinking of night, and his observant silence, which had originated
with the deliberate desire to test her skill and also to indulge his
own masculine enjoyment, insensibly altered into a shield against the
emotion which was gaining him. The servant had left them. The water
still plashed into the marble basin. The candles on the table burned
steadily in the unruffled evening, and under their light gleamed
the wine--rough, native wine, red and golden--in the long-necked,
transparent bottles, and the bowl of fruit: grapes, a cut melon, and
bursting figs, heaped with the lavishness of plenty. The table was a
pool of light, but around it the court and cloisters were full of dim,
mysterious shadows.
Opposite Julian, Eve leaned forward, propping her bare elbows on the
table, disdainfully picking at the fruit, and talking. He looked at
her smooth, beautiful arms, and little white hands that he had always
loved. He knew that he preferred her company to any in the world. Her
humour, her audacity, the width of her range, the picturesqueness of
her phraseology, her endless inventiveness, her subtle undercurrent
of the personal, though 'you' or 'I' might be entirely absent from
her lips all seemed to him wholly enchanting. She was a sybarite of
life, an artist; but the glow and recklessness of her saved her from
all taint of intellectual sterility. He knew that his life had been
enriched and coloured by her presence in it; that it would, at any
moment, have become a poorer, a grayer, a less magical thing through
the loss of her. He shut his eyes for a second as he realised that
she could be, if he chose, his own possession, she the elusive and
unattainable; he might claim the redemption of all her infinite
promise; might discover her in the rôle for which she was so obviously
created; might violate the sanctuary and tear the veils from the wealth
of treasure hitherto denied to all; might exact for himself the first
secrets of her unplundered passion. He knew her already as the perfect
companion, he divined her as the perfect mistress; he reeled and shrank
before the unadmitted thought, then looked across at her where she sat
with an open fig half-way to her lips, and knew fantastically that they
were alone upon an island of which he was all but king.
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