Kato, crushing down the personal preoccupation, dwelt ardently on
the fate of her country. She must abandon to Eve the thought of
Julian, but of the Islands at least she might think possessively,
diverting to their dear though inanimate claim all the need of passion
and protection humanly denied her. From a woman of always intense
patriotism, she had become a fanatic. Starved in one direction, she
had doubled her energy in the other, realising, moreover, the power
of that bond between herself and Julian. She could have said with
thorough truthfulness that her principal cause of resentment against
Eve was Eve's indifference towards the Islands--a loftier motive
than the more human jealousy. She had noticed Julian's reluctance
to mention the Islands in Eve's presence. Alone with herself and
Grbits, he had never ceased to pour forth the flood of his scheme,
both practical and utopian, so that Kato could not be mistaken as to
the direction of his true preoccupations. She had seen the vigour he
brought to his governing. She had observed with a delighted grin to
Grbits that, despite his Socialistic theories, Julian had in point of
fact instituted a complete and very thinly-veiled autocracy in Hagios
Zacharie. She had seen him in the village assembly, when, in spite
of his deferential appeals to the superior experience of the older
men, he steered blankly past any piece of advice that ran contrary
to the course of his own ideas. She knew that, ahead of him, when he
should have freed himself finally of Herakleion (and that he would
free himself he did not for a moment doubt), he kept always the dream
of his tiny, ideal state. She revered his faith, his energy, and his
youth, as the essence in him most worthy of reverence. And she knew
that Eve, if she loved these things in him, loved them only in theory,
but in practice regarded them with impatient indifference. They stole
him away, came between him and her.... Kato knew well Eve's own ideals.
Courage she exacted. Talents she esteemed. Genius, freedom, and beauty
she passionately worshipped as her gods upon earth. But she could
tolerate nothing material, nor any occupation that removed her or the
other from the blind absorption of love.
Kato sighed. Far otherwise would she have cared for Julian! She
caught sight of herself in a mirror, thick, squat, black, with little
sparkling eyes; she glanced at Eve, glowing with warmth, sleek and
graceful as a little animal, idle and seductive. Outside a crash of
firing shook the solid house, and bullets rattled upon the roofs of the
village.
It was intolerable to sit unoccupied, working out bitter speculations,
while such activity raged around the island. To know the present peril
neither of Julian nor of Aphros! To wait indefinitely, probably all
day, possibly all night!
'Anastasia, sing.'
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