'Yes,' he said, raising his eyes again to her face, 'yes, you see,
Zapantiotis confessed it all to me when he saw me. He was standing
amongst a group of prisoners, in the market-place, but when I came
by he broke away from the guards and screamed out to me that he had
betrayed us. Betrayed us. He said he was tempted, bribed. He said he
would cut his own throat. But I told him not to do that.'
She began to tremble, wondering how much he knew. He added, in the
saddest voice she had ever heard,--
'Zapantiotis, an islander, could not be faithful.'
Then she was terrified; she did not know what was coming next, what
would be the outcome of this quietness. She wanted to go towards him,
but she could only remain motionless, holding the sari up to her breast
as a means of protection.
'At least,' he said, 'old Zapantiotis is dead, and will never know
about his son. Where can one look for fidelity? Tsigaridis is dead too,
and Grbits. I am ashamed of being alive.'
She noticed then that he was disarmed.
'Why do you stand over there, Julian?' she said timidly.
'I wonder how much you promised Zapantiotis?' he said in a speculative
voice; and next, stating a fact, 'You were, of course, acting on
Malteios' suggestion.'
'You know?' she breathed. She was quite sure now that he was going to
kill her.
'Zapantiotis tried to tell me that too--in a strange jumble of
confessions. But they dragged him away before he could say more than
your bare name. That was enough for me. So I know, Eve.'
'Is that all you were going to say?'
He raised his arms and let them fall.
'What is there to say?'
Knowing him very well, she saw that his quietness was dropping from
him; she was aware of it perhaps before he was aware of it himself.
His eyes were losing their dead apathy, and were travelling round the
room; they rested on the heap of clothes, on her own drawing of himself
hanging on the wall, on the disordered bed. They flamed suddenly, and
he made a step towards her.
'Why? why? why?' he cried out with the utmost anguish and vehemence,
but stopped himself, and stood with clenched fists. She shrank away.
'All gone--in an hour!' he said, and striding towards her he stood
over her, shaken with a tempest of passion. She shrank farther from
him, retreating against the wall, but first she stooped and gathered
her clothes around her again, pressing her back against the wall and
cowering with the clothes as a rampart round her feet. But as yet full
realisation was denied her; she knew that he was angry, she thought
indeed that he might kill her, but to other thoughts of finality she
was, in all innocence, a stranger.
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