'You!' said Kato again. She turned wildly to Julian. 'Why didn't you
trust yourself to me, Julian, my beloved?' she cried; 'I wouldn't have
treated you so, Julian; why didn't you trust yourself to me?' She
pointed at Eve, silent and brilliant in her coloured shawl; then, her
glance falling upon her own person, so sordid, so unkempt, she gave a
dreadful cry and looked around as though seeking for escape. The other
two both turned their heads away; to look at Kato in that moment was
more than they could bear.
Presently they heard her speaking again; her self-abandonment had been
brief; she had mastered herself, and was making it a point of honour to
speak with calmness.
'Julian, the officers have orders that you must leave the island before
dawn; if you do not go to them, they will fetch you here. They are
waiting below in the courtyard now. Eve,'--her face altered,--'Eve is
right: if she has indeed done as she says, she cannot go with you. She
is right; she is more right, probably, than she has ever been in her
life before or ever will be again. Come, now; I will go with you.'
'Stay with Eve, if I go,' he said.
'Impossible!' replied Kato, instantly hardening, and casting upon Eve a
look of hatred and scorn.
'How cruel you are, Anastasia!' said Julian, making a movement of pity
towards Eve.
'Take him away, Anastasia,' Eve murmured, shrinking from him.
'See, she understands me better than you do, and understands herself
better too,' said Kato, in a tone of cruel triumph; 'if you do not
come, Julian, I shall send up the officers.' As she spoke she went out
of the room, her quilt trailing, and her heel-less slippers clacking
on the boards.
'Eve, for the last time....'
A cry was wrenched from her,--
'Go! if you pity me!'
'I shall come back.'
'Oh, no, no!' she replied, 'you'll never come back. One doesn't live
through such things twice.' She shook her head like a tortured animal
that seeks to escape from pain. He gave an exclamation of despair, and,
after one wild gesture towards her, which she weakly repudiated, he
followed Kato. Eve heard their steps upon the stairs, then crossing the
courtyard, and the tramp of soldiers; the house-door crashed massively.
She stooped very slowly and mechanically, and began to pick up the gay
and fragile tissue of her clothes.
VII
She laid them all in orderly fashion across the bed, smoothing out the
folds with a care that was strangely opposed to her usual impatience.
Then she stood for some time drawing the thin silk of the sari through
her fingers and listening for sounds in the house; there were none. The
silence impressed her with the fact that she was alone.
'Gone!' she thought, but she made no movement.
Her eyes narrowed and her mouth became contracted with pain.
'Julian ...' she murmured, and, finding some slippers, she thrust her
bare feet into them with sudden haste and threw the corner of her shawl
over her shoulder.
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