Not wholly by design, he had remained absent from Herakleion for
nearly two years. The standards and systems of life on that remote
and beautiful seaboard had not faded for him, this time, with their
usual astonishing rapidity; he had rather laid them aside carefully
and deliberately, classified against the hour when he should take them
from their wrappings; he postponed the consideration of the mission
which had presented itself to him, and crushed down the recollection
of what had been, perhaps, the most intoxicating of all moments--more
intoxicating even, because more unexpected, than the insidious flattery
of Eve--the moment when Paul had said to him beneath the fragmentary
frescoes of the life of Saint Benedict, in a surprised voice, forced
into admission,--
'You have the quality of leadership. You have it. You have the secret.
The people will fawn to the hand that chastens.'
Paul, his tutor and preceptor, from whom he had first learnt, so
imperceptibly that he scarcely recognised the teaching as a lesson,
of the Islands and their problems both human and political, Paul had
spoken these words to him, renouncing the authority of the master,
stepping aside to admit the accession of the pupil. From the position
of a regent, he had abased himself to that of a Prime Minister.
Julian had accepted the acknowledgement with a momentary dizziness.
In later moments of doubt, the words had flamed for him, bright with
reassurance. And then he had banished them with the rest. That world of
romance had been replaced by the world of healthy and prosaic things.
The letters he periodically received from Eve irritated him because of
their reminder of an existence he preferred to regard, for the moment,
as in abeyance.
'And so you are gone: _veni, vidi, vici_. You were well started
on your career of devastation! You hadn't done badly, all things
considered. Herakleion has heaved an "Ouf!" of relief. You,
unimpressionable? _Allons donc!_ You, apathetic? You, placid,
unemotional, unawakened? _Tu te payes ma tête!_
'Ah, the limitless ambition I have for you!
'I want you to rule, conquer, shatter, demolish.
'Haul down the simpering gods, the pampered gods, and put yourself
in their place. It is in your power.
'Why not? You have _le feu sacré_. Stagnation is death, death. Burn
their temples with fire, and trample their altars to dust.'
This letter, scrawled in pencil on a sheet of torn foolscap, followed
him to England immediately after his departure. Then a silence of six
months. Then he read, written on spacious yellow writing-paper, with
the monogram E.D. embossed in a triangle of mother-of-pearl, vivid and
extravagant as Eve herself--
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