On deck, brooding upon a great coil of rope, his head bare to the
winds, absorbed and concentrated, he disregarded all his surroundings
in favour of the ever equi-distant horizon. He seemed to be entranced
by its promise. He seemed, moreover, to form part of the ship on which
he travelled; part of it, crouching as he did always at the prow, as
a figurehead forms part; part of the adventure, the winged gallantry,
the eager onward spirit indissoluble from the voyage of a ship in the
midst of waters from which no land is visible. The loneliness--for
there is no loneliness to equal the loneliness of the sea--the strife
of the wind, the generosity of the expanse, the pure cleanliness of
the nights and days, met and matched his mood. At moments, feeling
himself unconquerable, he tasted the full, rare, glory of youth and
anticipation. He did not know which he preferred: the days full of
sunlight on the wide blue sea, or the nights when the breeze was
fresher against his face, and the road more mysterious, under a young
moon that lit the ridges of the waves and travelled slowly past,
overhead, across the long black lines of cordage and rigging. He knew
only that he was happy as he had never been happy in his life.
His fellow-passengers had watched him when he joined the ship at
Brindisi, and a murmur had run amongst them, 'Julian Davenant--son of
those rich Davenants of Herakleion, you know--great wine-growers--they
own a whole archipelago'; some one had disseminated the information
even as Julian came up the gangway, in faded old gray flannels,
hatless, in a rage with his porter, who appeared to be terrified out
of all proportion. Then, suddenly, he had lost all interest in his
luggage, tossed some money to the porter, and, walking for'ard, had
thrown himself down on the heap of ropes and stared straight in front
of him to sea, straining his eyes forward to where Greece might lie.
From here he had scarcely stirred. The people who watched him,
benevolent and amused, thought him very young. They saw that he
relieved the intensity of his vigil with absurd and childlike games
that he played by himself, hiding and springing out at the sailors,
and laughing immoderately when he had succeeded in startling them--he
fraternised with the sailors, though with no one else--or when he saw
somebody trip over a ring in the deck. His humour, like his body,
seemed to be built on large and simple lines.... In the mornings he ran
round and round the decks in rubber-soled shoes. Then again he flung
himself down and continued with unseeing eyes to stare at the curve of
the horizon.
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