They had wandered into a little wood, and sat down on a fallen tree
beside the stream. She began again prodding at the ground with her
parasol, keeping her eyes cast down. She was glad to have captured
Julian, partly for her own sake, and partly because she knew that Eve
would be annoyed.
'How delightful to escape from all our noisy friends,' she said; 'we
shall create quite a scandal; but I am too unconventional to trouble
about that. I cannot sympathise with those limited, conventional folk
who always consider appearances. I have always said, "One should be
natural. Life is too short for the conventions." Although, I think one
should refrain from giving pain. When I was a girl, I was a terrible
tomboy.'
He listened to her babble of coy platitudes, contrasting her with Eve.
'I never lost my spirits,' she went on, in the meditative tone she
thought suitable to _tête-à-tête_ conversations--it provoked intimacy,
and afforded agreeable relief to her more social manner; a woman, to
be charming, must be several-sided; gay in public, but a little wistful
philosophy was interesting in private; it indicated sympathy, and
betrayed a thinking mind,--'I never lost my spirits, although life has
not always been very easy for me; still, with good spirits and perhaps
a little courage one can continue to laugh, isn't that the way to take
life? and on the whole I have enjoyed mine, and my little adventures
too, my little harmless adventures; Carl always laughs and says, "You
will always have adventures, Mabel, so I must make the best of it,"--he
says that, though he has been very jealous at times. Poor Carl,' she
said reminiscently, 'perhaps I have made him suffer; who knows?'
Julian looked at her; he supposed that her existence was made up of
such experiments, and knew that the arrival of every new young man in
Herakleion was to her a source of flurry and endless potentialities
which, alas, never fulfilled their promise, but which left her
undaunted and optimistic for the next affray.
'Why do I always talk about myself to you?' she said, with her little
laugh; 'you must blame yourself for being too sympathetic.'
He scarcely knew how their conversation progressed; he wondered idly
whether Eve conducted hers upon the same lines with Don Rodrigo Valdez,
or whether she had been claimed by Miloradovitch, to whom she said she
was engaged. Did she care for Miloradovitch? he was immensely rich,
the owner of jewels and oil-mines, remarkably good-looking; dashing,
and a gambler. At diplomatic gatherings he wore a beautiful uniform.
Julian had seen Eve dancing with him; he had seen the Russian closely
following her out of a room, bending forward to speak to her, and her
ironical eyes raised for an instant over the slow movement of her fan.
He had seen them disappear together, and the provocative poise of
her white shoulders, and the richness of the beautiful uniform, had
remained imprinted on his memory.
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