Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Irish
And when he was disappointed, she stood there, dumb as a stone.
Nothing would formulate. All she could think of was to lift his hand
and kiss it quietly, and oftentimes a tear would come because he was
hurt. But she could say nothing that would make things seem easy. All
she could think of would be to take him out in the dusky night, and
look in silence at the stars. All the immensity of gleaming worlds ...
so scattered, so varied, and not one ugliness. And one felt drawn out
of oneself toward the beautiful, terrific heavens, and all the worries
and troubles seemed of less consequence than the droning of a bee. A
little sum of money lost, a petty ambition frustrated, a cheap man's
jibe, those hurt for a moment, but how little they mattered under the
clouds of stars!
And if she could take him out and be silent with him, while the
crickets sang and the little frogs croaked their funny dissonant
harmony, and earth rolled along eastward under the arching heavens...
But maybe he was right--she was only a funny dreaming kid.
She had come to the sound now, and quiet as a lake the broad stretch of
water was before her. And here and there was a steamer, and southward
a spluttering tug pulling a line of barges rigged with square auxiliary
sails. Her mind leaped forward to eight weeks from then, when the
regattas would begin, and from all parts of the sound, from north of
it, Marblehead even, the boats would come with white curving sails to
fight for supremacy. Great forty-footers, and the smaller thirties,
and the fast P-boats with their immense Bermuda rigs, and little
handicap sloops, and cat-boats manned by boys in bathing-suits, all
scurrying, swishing, all in turn jibing, coming about, jockeying to go
over the line with the gun.
And then, too, soon the great blind porpoises would come gamboling,
shining like negroes, follow-my-leader. And the bluefish would run.
And on the rocks the querulous bird population would screech and
chatter. And one would look out for the boats going to New Bedford and
to Fall River ... their calm progress like a steady horse's, and their
lights. And the great lumber schooners would come down from Nova
Scotia, with their blue-eyed, taciturn sailors, to anchor at City
Island.
A little quiver underneath her heart reminded her. How should she tell
Barry she was going to have a little baby? When should she tell him,
and what should she say? She must be careful. She must n't disturb
his work. And would he be happy about it? Or would he--would he--she
bit her lips suddenly--would he not be pleased?
III
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