Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Irish
But being queen, she was lonely, and being gracious and just, she was
wise, and being wise, questions arose in her like a spring of well
water. Thought rose like a hawk and swept in widening gyres, but
arrived nowhere. Thought and emotion were with her in the red Afric
dawn. Thought and emotion were with her like the flickering lightning
and terrible thunder of the Abyssinian hills. Thought and emotion came
with blue mountainy twilight. And there was none to share them. None
to ask. None to satisfy. Being a queen, there was none she might
consort with but kings and queens, and the kings of the states about
her were shrewd political men, who could not understand what a young
girl felt, and her young womanhood quivering like the jessamy bough....
Their eyes would be on the riches of Ethiopia; so they were out....
And the queens of Africa, outside herself, were not queens, but tribal
chieftainesses, half priestess and half prostitute, Amazonian,
untutored.... She could not talk to them.
And so she had decided there was nothing for her to do but to govern
justly, to grow old gracefully, to weep a little in private, to find it
hard to go asleep of nights, to look forward to death as a sentry
awaits the dawn, until a swart Egyptian trader had brought word of the
new king of the Jews, now David was gone. A boy he was, they said, a
strange dreaming boy, with none of his father's delight in war, and
with a gift of strange inspired wisdom. She was told the story of two
women, that were harlots, and how they each claimed a certain child as
theirs, and of Solomon's judgment.
"And how old is the young king of the Jews?" Sheba asked.
"Twenty-three or twenty-four."
"A year or so older than I."
And she was told how Hiram, King of Tyre, that shrewd man, was a friend
to the young prince, and how the arrogant Pharaoh of Egypt conceived it
worth his while to make a treaty with him.
"And is he married?"
"No, Sheba, he is not married," the trader vouched....
II
The girl in her said: "Go back. They will think you are seeking love.
They will think that with your white teeth, your sloe-black eyes, your
color of fine bronze, your body, lithe and sleek and graceful as a
cat's, you want love from the king of the Jews." And all her face
flushed at that thought, and she debated whether she should send for
the captain general of the fighting men and tell him to face his troops
about and return to her Ethiopia. But the queen in her rose and said:
"What care I what they say? Does Sheba need the love of any lowland
king, or plead for alliance? Sheba is Sheba, and what Sheba does is
Sheba's business." And the woman of her brooded softly: "I will go on.
Somewhere there is an answer to all the questions, and if he does n't
know the answer, perhaps he can help me to find them."
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