Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Irish
All her culture, her tradition, all the fine conventions of her life,
seemed suddenly to vanish, become nothing, before this immense male.
All the men of her life, friends, her young false lover, relatives
seemed like puppets beside him--their shaven faces, their polished
speech, their carefulness of dress and demeanor. The rufous giant had
appeared, and "Away," he seemed to have cried, and they had whirled
off, like blown feathers.
If she were troubled, he was troubled too. The directness of him read
her perturbation. A great desire rose in the turbulent hillsman to be
near her, to know her body and soul. He was accustomed to women, to
love women, but never had he known a woman such as this--a beautiful
groomed lady who possessed all that was a wonder to him, riches and
foreign breeding and a strange, sweet culture. His wife of Timneth had
been only a country girl, and his sweethearts of the hills had been
tribeswomen, agile, angry as cats, like some hard, harsh fruit, and the
women he had known in Gaza were venal women, for every man. But this
was a great lady--and she loved him. A great pride, and a great
wonder, and desire rose in him. He was stupefied as she.
They looked at each other, each reading the other's thought, until
their throats became dry, and all words were just trivial sounds,
meaning nothing. Dumb and wondrous he was, and she dumb and bowing
with shame. How they parted was to her a mystery, but that their hands
touched, and at the touch all her bone and flesh seemed to go liquid,
and her knees trembled as with an immensity of fear. And nothing
seemed stable in the world but his great hot hand, that trembled too....
Bowed with shame she was, troubled, blind in purpose, all the familiar
things of her house and lands were now unfamiliar, unimportant. The
long day dragged, and in her heart was a storm, like a hot wind from
the desert. She refuged in her inner rooms, in the coolness of her
inner rooms, but that brought no relief, and restlessly she must come
out again. The Asian sun crept slowly from east to west, but Delilah
remained in a dull maze. "Am I ill?" she asked. "Am I stricken with
some strange disease?" But no. "I am insane," she thought. "I must
put it out of my head. I must n't think." Slowly, slowly the day
wheeled by; but out of her head it would not go. And her face went
white and slowly she whispered to herself: "I am a bad woman. I never
knew before. Oh, shame, shame and woe! I am an evil woman!"
The Asian sun dropped into the hissing sea, and came the soft Syrian
dusk, and the swift coolth of the night. The heat of mind and body
went with the heat of the day. There remained only a deep longing,
that seemed to be a nostalgia of the infinite. Without, the night was
blue, there was only a little wind among the apple-trees, and all the
flowers had closed until dawn should come, but the birds were unsilent
and the earth itself was restless, now spring was here.
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