Changing Winds: A NovelErvine, St. John G. (St. John Greer)
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Changing Winds: A Novel
Ervine, St. John G. (St. John Greer)
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"She's tired. I think she's got a headache. There was a letter from
Uncle Peter!" Mary answered, and her tone indicated that the letter from
Uncle Peter accounted for everything.
"Oh!" said Ninian, scowling and turning away.
They went into the drawing-room to tea, and Henry had a sense of
intruding on family affairs, mingled with his disappointment because
Mary was not as he had expected her to be. It might be, of course, that
the letter from Uncle Peter had affected Mary almost as much as it
seemed to have affected Mrs. Graham, and that presently she would be as
natural as she had been that other time ... but then he remembered that
Gilbert had said that she was "being very femaley at present." She
poured out tea for them as if she were a new governess, and she reproved
Ninian once for saying "Damn!" when he dropped his bread and butter....
"Mary's turned pi!" said Ninian.
She frowned at him and told him not to be silly.
"She calls the Communion Service the Eucharist, and crosses herself and
flops and bows!..."
"You're very absurd, Ninian!" she said.
Almost unconsciously, he began to compare her to Sheila Morgan. He
remembered the free, natural ways of Sheila, and liked them better than
these new, mannered ways of Mary. How could any one prefer this
stiltedness to that ease, this self-consciousness to that state of being
unaware of self?... In Belfast, when he had left John Marsh, and in his
loneliness had thought of the way Sheila had humiliated him, he had had
a sharp sense of revulsion from her, a loathing for her, a desire never
to see her again; but now, sitting here looking at Mary and oppressed by
her youngladyishness, his longing for Sheila came back to him with
greater strength, and he resolved that he would write to her that night
and beg her to forgive him for his cowardice and let him be her
sweetheart again....
"Will you have some more tea!" Mary was saying to him, and he started at
the sound of her voice.
"Oh, thanks!" he said, passing his cup to her.
"Thinking, Quinny?" Gilbert exclaimed, reaching for a bun.
"Eh? Oh, yes! I was thinking!" he answered. "What time does the evening
post go out?" he said to Ninian.
"Six-twenty-five," Ninian answered.
"Thanks. I just want to write to Ireland!..."
"It'll get there just as soon if you post it to-morrow," said Gilbert.
Mary left them. "I'm going up to mother," she said, as she got up from
the tea table. "She's awfully sorry she couldn't be down to welcome
you," she added to Henry who had moved to open the door for her.
"I hope she'll soon be better," he answered.
When she had gone, Ninian got up and cursed lustily.
"Damn and blast him," he said.
They did not speak. They knew that Ninian's anger had some relation to
Mrs. Graham's headache and the letter from Uncle Peter, and they felt
that it was not their business to speak, even though Ninian had drawn
them into the affair.
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