Chantemerle : $b A romance of the Vendean WarBroster, D. K. (Dorothy Kathleen)
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Chantemerle : $b A romance of the Vendean War
Broster, D. K. (Dorothy Kathleen)
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; France -- History -- Wars of the Vendée, 1793-1832 -- Fiction
But Lucienne had the tenacity of many impressionable natures, and too
little experience to know that there is often more fighting to do
after victory than before it. Her victory had been won six months ago;
but to-day, after all, she had flung herself into the embrace which
then she had repulsed. Unstrung, in bitter revolt against fate and the
part she had herself taken in moulding that fate, conscious only of
her passionate desire for happiness—conscious, too, that the lover of
to-day was not the almost suppliant of that January afternoon—she
snatched up arms for a new and a different combat. The force of her
love and misery rushed against Saint-Ermay like the tide, and tossing
on that impetuous sea like wrack and seaweed went all maidenly reserve
and pride.
“Louis, Louis,” she kept repeating over and over again, like a child,
and strained him the closer, “I can’t live without you . . . I have
tried, but I can’t. . . . I can’t go to England! Oh, why do you say
that it is impossible?”
The sight of her beautiful, agonised face, so near his own, made
Louis’ head whirl. “Because,” he said hoarsely, looking away, “I owe
Gilbert my life, and I can’t do it. Let me go, my darling; it has to
be.”
Even with the music of passion in his ears he was conscious of his
delicate and ironical situation. It was impossible to avoid the
thought that his cousin might at that very moment be coming up the
stairs. Nothing but dire catastrophe for all three of them could
result if it were so. But he could not bring himself to say it. As he
hesitated Lucienne herself loosed her arms from about him.
“Then you do not love me, after all! . . . No, no, Louis—I did
not mean it. . . . Do not look like that. . . . I did not mean
it. . . . It is God who is against us!” Her voice sank. “If he saved
your life——” Turning away she hid her face in her hands and broke into
fresh weeping.
And—strange perversity—the moment that she saw the thing as he did,
and acknowledged the inevitable, Louis would have given everything he
possessed to have her in his arms again. There surged over him a mad
desire to dare that inevitable, to defy Gilbert, to claim her, cost
what it might. Should he do it? Her sobs, the line of her neck, her
shaken body wrung his heart. . . . He could give Gilbert his life if
he demanded it. . . .
And there stole into his mind the last recollection that he wished
to have at such a moment, the last that he could imagine would be
conjured up. For once before he had staked his life for a woman; and
had been, too, within an ace of paying it: once before he had felt,
with fire in his veins, that a stake so supreme ennobled the cause
for which it was ventured. And had it ennobled what followed? No! a
thousand times no, and Lucienne was degraded by the parallel. He
trampled down the wild impulse.
“Lucienne,” he said unsteadily, “don't cry so—I can’t bear it.
I . . . Say good-bye and let me go!”
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