Chantemerle : $b A romance of the Vendean WarBroster, D. K. (Dorothy Kathleen)
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Chantemerle : $b A romance of the Vendean War
Broster, D. K. (Dorothy Kathleen)
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; France -- History -- Wars of the Vendée, 1793-1832 -- Fiction
“I cannot bear it. I cannot go to England. Come to me and tell me
that we can be married at once, and that you will take me back with
you.—LUCIENNE.”
That was all, but at these few lines Gilbert stood staring, stunned.
After a moment he sat dizzily down, and resting his elbow on the table
put his hand over his eyes the better to taste this enormous, this
overwhelming surprise. He was too dumbfounded for consecutive
reflection, but the first thought which penetrated his stupor was one
of such radiant and piercing joy that his reason seemed to shake
beneath its onslaught. The nightmare was but a nightmare after all.
“Thank God! thank God!” he cried with his deepest soul. It was all
false. The proof had come to him here in this very room which had
witnessed his black night of despair; this was the very table on which
he had bowed his head, those were the same chimes of Notre Dame des
Victoires floating, now, through the sunlight. . . .
And she had gone; he could not thank her for this great proof of her
love; for at first he saw it in that aspect, judging the trust and
confidence which must have prompted her to so unusual a step. The
trust and confidence; yes, and what must she not have suffered when
the next evening he had visited her and said no word of her appeal?
He looked again at the date: he was not mistaken; the letter had
been written on the evening of the day when she had exchanged the
guardianship of the Princess for that of Madame Gaumont. Poor child!
how horribly she must have suffered! His stirred feelings lent him
enough imagination to put himself in her place. Was it any wonder that
she had seemed strange, and that overcome by the strain she had
fainted at the additional shock given, very naturally, by the news of
Louis’ arrest? What must she have thought of him? What, too, if she
had known his unworthy, his vile suspicions of her? How large a part
had his involuntary silence not played in the state in which he had
just found her?
And she was gone, thinking—what? He walked for a minute or two
in agitation up and down the room, until going back to the table
he picked up the little note, so pathetic in its need and its
trustfulness. An idea that was half a hope flashed upon him. That
blackened, scorched corner meant one of two things: either the letter
had fallen into the fire by mischance, Lucienne being left in the
impression that she had sent it, or she had intended to burn it. It
had in that case been but the outcry of her distress, destroyed
because it had seemed to her unmaidenly. And he devoutly hoped that
this was the case, because it left him all the perfume of the message
and relieved her of the dreadful tension of waiting for an answer
which he had never given.
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